Cryssyenddo--奇迹人生

朋友……

2012-02-09T02:50:00.001+08:00

朋友，你对我来说太重要了。重要到我宁愿放弃我们的可能性，来维持我们的友情。结果你却越走越远，而我，也是时候忘记，也是时候从新再来了。

The Passing

2011-10-25T09:29:00.001+08:00

In these past two months, we’ve seen the passing of two great names of our age; Professor Dennis Ritchie, father of C programming language; and Professor John McCarthy, father of Lisp and Artificial Intelligence.

Great people are not just geniuses, but they also include the spirit of exploration and ingenuity that makes a person achieve great things that the likes of Steven Jobs will never achieve, this life or next.

Professor Dennis Ritchie invented the C language, a programming language that basically revolutionize programming languages and provided a good standard programming language for various computing machines when programming back in 70s is still, in general, a mess. This creation later became the key to the existence of the UNIX System which leads to the creation of various operating systems that later evolved into modern operating systems such as Mac and Windows. Although the language has been modified and patched across the decades since its creation to keep up with modern technologies, it remains the most widely used programming language today. One can boldly state that without C, most modern computing systems would have appeared much later.

Professor John McCarthy, is the person who coined the term “Artificial Intelligence” where so many of us casually spoken of, and whose passion in Artificial Intelligence leads him to create the Lisp programming langue which the industry eagerly adapted. The programming language later became the programming language of choice in the application of AI due to its close relation to mathematical operation. As the second oldest programming language in existence, many ideas were pioneered with Lisp such as tree data structures and dynamic typing. The professor’s various contributions in the field of Artificial Intelligence via new ideas and intuition helped the growth of the field. Without his contribution, and many other great names in AI and related fields, Siri will never have existed, Asimo will never have been created, and we could’ve never heard of the term “smart” so casually employed in every system that even barely involves AI programming.

It is sad the media pays more attention to the likes of the pirates of the Silicon Valley than inventors and creators such as these two great people whose life’s work brought countless benefits to various fields such as medicine and economics.

Let us NOT forget it was them who made our day to day technologies and our tech gadgets possible, not the pirates.

The Junction Again

2011-06-06T21:09:00.002+08:00

I'm back at where I was 5 years ago...on the junction of choices; it's time to choose my path to future again. I've got 2 choices:

1. Get back to Malaysia, continue to work as an average monkey programmer, under the unjust and unfair system setup by some no-brainers 50 years ago and still supported by some morons now. And live my days out by just working for a salary to sustain me and my family. While doing that, I get the comfort of staying with my family and friends, in the close comforts of people I know, sharing my life with them.

2. Stay here, the place I have come to love so much, get a job or forward to PhD and probably get myself to contribute to computer science in my own capacity as a scientist while getting to live under a fairer and more just system and still get to sustain me and my family. In this case, I get to live on myself far away from what I left behind at home and call this place my new home, living my future out... alone.

I have got no quote from any great scientists or figures in history. All I had is my desires in conflict; living a selfish life in the comfort of family and friends and the possibility with my love or living a life of contributing to science in loneliness. I have never before felt so hard to choose between my path to my dream and relationship...

夜寒窗

2011-02-14T11:13:00.001+08:00

寒风静夜，咖啡伴读。
群鸟鸣，四更过。
举头暗夜无明月，
低头续思纸中记。

322

2011-01-08T07:34:00.001+08:00

说起你我就觉得神奇了。刚见到你的时候老是见到你板着一张脸，尤其是你那次临时上场做投影片时更是可怕，我还以为你很不高兴被学兄摆上去。但是过后在论坛废久了才很惊讶的发觉原来你很会说冷笑话，也很会废。集训的时候不管状况怎么差，你都会用很积极的态度去面对所以我很佩服你。如果不是被你那积极的态度影响到，说不定那时我已经中途放弃了。虽然没什么时间多认识你，但是我走之前发觉你很会观察别人。我载了几你次，你就说中我一直以来的心事。某种程度上来说，那也是满可怕的。但是怎么说都好，我很高兴能在那短短的日子里认识你 :)

777

2011-01-08T06:54:00.001+08:00

当初认识你的时候后，你单调的回话方式还有认真的答案让我以为你是很严肃的。但是跟你熟悉了才发觉原来完全是另一回事！

我曾经为了一个我忘记了的理由问去你个“为什么”，你很简单的回答我说：“因为我们是朋友啊”。你或许不懂，那时的我除了我自己，谁都不信；我已经很久一段时间不去相信任何人。但是那一天也不懂为什么的，我决定相信你这句话，认真的去认识你们。结果我没有后悔我的决定。

当我们在一起的时候，我总喜欢听你们谈话。而我老是喜欢装傻，让你们以为我没注意听你们说话。听着你们谈话有时觉得很好笑，也让我明白了很多事情。有时和你谈话你总是好像知道在什么时候说一些，让我去深思，让我觉得好过一点的话。所以很多事情我都放心告诉你。你是我众多朋友里，我会毫无理由的去相信的一个朋友。

风，雪，狂

2010-12-06T09:07:00.000+08:00

五旁晚膳大雪飘，
夜遍雪，冷透骨。
寒中彻雪，狂战百回，遍体白雪，狂笑无限乐；
冷中对饮，天南地北，胜逍遥；
曲终结，人终散，唯夫心足意满。

Of you, Of us...

2010-12-06T08:32:00.003+08:00

Time and again, I'm at this point, thinking of you, of us.
Time and again, I'm acting the same way, burying everything, trying to pretend there's nothing between us, hoping you'd be happy

stupidity? maybe...
but I have no idea how it hit me...

奇妙人生之网游记

2010-11-28T07:21:00.000+08:00

网游赤壁，周游列国，打架闹事，无所不干，沉静计算，无可避免；

数尽所有，唯一值得回忆的，只有在“亚洲讨伐军”的日子最难忘。想回以前大家跟着Mojo，Macy闯遍赤壁，谈天说地，无所不闹，无所不干的日子，最怀念。

人长大了，赤壁的日子慢慢成了过去，渐渐的被遗忘在我们记忆的某个角落；偶尔回想以前赤壁的日子，怀念下也不错。

朋友家人都说我玩游戏太疯、太入迷，我说他们不了解。在网游；认识朋友，很简单；制造敌人，超简单；但是要认识到谈得来，不期回报帮助你，不计算你反而还提醒你，吵了架也能很快和好的朋友是非……常……难……的事，也不是一朝一夕的事。就像“响起号角的孩子”里说的，赤壁（或任何一个网游）里，人来人去，凡走过必留下痕迹，凡待过必留下记忆。种种赤壁的往事无法重现，也因为这样才值得珍惜，回味。

义勇军，我最后一个亚洲的兄弟，的离开提醒了我：人总不能沉溺在虚拟世界，还有个真实世界等着我们去体验。那天，我学习了重新面对真实世界，我学习了不再躲在虚拟世界里。但是有生之余我偶尔还是会想念赤壁大家一起疯狂、一起打副本、一起闹事、一起谈天、一起为军团拼命的开心的和无忧无虑的日子。

逍遥清风　2010年2月3日记

午夜

2010-03-31T01:15:00.000+08:00

午夜回窝举首望，
漫天乌云覆星空；
回顾四处，寂静；
清风不在，秋夜不复，
逍遥依旧，唯夫独孤。

清风夜曲

2010-03-15T16:46:00.004+08:00

清风吹，琴声飘，
深夜奏曲无人闻;
明月照，白雪飘，
展望万里无人烟；
独自徘徊至晓天，
逍遥独孤再现世。

逍遥梦夜

2009-09-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

心情沉闷，举头一望，
晴空万里，逍遥情胜平日；
明亮半月，似笑尘世恼；
广阔星空，星光优似近手间。

我们的友情

2009-09-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

5年前我在中六遇到了我这一生最好的朋友们。San一句真诚的“我们是朋友嘛”让我结识了他们。他们给了我最真诚的友情，让哪个孤僻且难交到朋友的我尝试到被朋友关心的温暖，认识他们的我不再孤独，也让我享受了我中学生涯最美好的一年半。

认识了他们，我学会了很多东西；学会了享受美味的食物、学会了享受漂亮餐厅的气氛、学会了对人处事的道理、学会了每个人都有不想说出来的事情、学会了对待女生们的态度、学会了怎么跟别人交流、学会了宽待别人、也学会了不再这么自私。

认识了他们，我体验到了拥有真正朋友的那种幸福快乐的感觉，是一种跟爱情、亲情完全不同的感觉。我们共同分享了很少人能体验到的超越了普通友情但又不是爱情的感觉；那就是知己。对我来说，除了家人，他们在我心里的地位是不可能比较的。

他们，就像是我第二个家人。

05年的农历新年是我最难忘的新年，我第一次跟朋友们庆祝新年，互相拜年，最记得的就是我们在KLCC的Sushi King一起捞生的那一片时光。而从此过后几年，我们每逢农历新年不管多忙，大家都会抽空聚会和在Sushi King捞生。

毕业后，我以为我们会失去联络，因为我过去的朋友都是毕业过后就毫无音讯。那时的我很失落，整天在家里躺着什么都不做。直到我生日前几天，Song突然call我说要他们要帮我庆祝生日…听到了这个消息，我顿时有了活力，心里的失落感也消失得无影无踪。就在那年，我过了我中学以来最快乐最难忘的生日，我最好的生日礼物就是我们度过的时光。

往后几年，我们都忙着读书、做工，而减少了聚会次数。久久一次的聚会和不时的电话、网上联络让我们保持了这段真诚的友情。我们互相了解的程度，是别人无法想象及了解的。

今年九月5号San飞了，19号Yin也要飞了。他们一个去台湾桃园深造，一个去英国Hatfield深造。而我，也大可能明年就飞了，大家都各散东西了。我希望、我相信，就算我们4人之间的距离有十万八千里，我们之间的友情也不会改变，我们也能保持着联络。

Bachelor...Graduation...

2009-08-29T14:08:00.010+08:00

Three years ago, graduation looks far away for me. It always seems so far away until my final semester started which was when I stopped my updates. All the while I have never given a thought about graduation, much less life after graduation.

My eyes were always set on two things; the stars in the night skies which make me a Trek fan and the computers that seems to give unlimited possibilities. I dreamed of getting to them and explore what lies beyond; I dreamed of creating systems which dwarves the giants. And so I focused my attention to books, internet, diagrams…anywhere where I can grab all the knowledge and understanding to fill the hunger for knowledge that burns in me since long ago. I’ve never been so obsessed on studying in my life until when I hit my first programming class. I’ve managed to maintain the momentum I’ve picked up and in the run; I studied the wonders of computer systems, understanding the working behind them and was awestruck by the ingenious solutions applied to cross thresholds in the advancement of computer technologies, all of them which I have been taken for granted all the while.

I tried my best to study, understand, and absorb all that is exposed to me. There are moments when I feel triumphant of my works, there are moments when I was paralyzed by my mistakes, there are moments when I feel friendship, there are moments when I feel lonely, there are moments when I fall in for someone, and there are moments of great disappointment that thrust me into a deepest week of my life; I tried to recover the worse and cherish the best moments and I move on.

My longing for friendship has brought me lots of people whom I call the friends and with my friends and mates, we have went through the worst and depressed moments, the happy and joyful moments which I would never had imagined I would’ve experienced has helped me through whatever that comes to me.

For the past three years,
I have been working my way up to my dream, which I doubt few have the privilege to do so
I have met classmates, course-mates, and friends which I spent my time with
I have moments of searching for a companion…

Three years, I worked as best as I could…
Three years of moments, joyful, motivated, surprised, stressful, down, depressed…
Three years, I have got myself through most that came to me…
Three years of bachelor life means a lot to me…

I had plenty of experience working for my Final Year Project. Excitement of a possible outcome, blunders that held back our process…although it wasn’t a success, but there are lessons learned, there are knowledge we will never grasp elsewhere.

All of these are part of my bachelor life, a savored memory in my life which I will always remember. Though in the end I have failed to reach my ultimate academic goal, but I do not regret my choice to walk this path where I have learned precious lessons which will guide me in the future.

Graduation is a milestone in my life;
It came and went as swift as the shooting stars,
It is the end and the beginning.
The moment my name was announced in the convocation,
I am summoned to the stage be granted my scroll,
I am graduated,
I am ready for the next journey.

3年，一个想法，一个信念

2009-02-01T11:23:00.000+08:00

3年前，当我刚进大学时，我有个想法：
我要从新开始；从新做人，从新开始学习，从新认识别人，从新学习对待别人。

3年前，当我做临教时，我学到一个信念：
做人要不耻下问，努力就有回报。

3年间，这一个想法、这一个信念，一直陪伴我度过每一个难熬的时刻；
每当我遇到新的事情，这个想法帮我克服了我对未来的恐惧；
每当我想放弃，这一个信念就会浮现在我脑海，仿佛在给我走下去的力量；又仿佛点明了照明灯，为我指出方向。

3年间，我的想法、我的信念遇过不少的考验，挑战着我对这个想法、这个信念的坚持。

3年间
我尽量从别的立场去想一件事，
我尽量用不同的态度对待每个人，
我尽量用不同角度去看一件事情，
我尽量去学习放下一些不该在意的事，
但是回头一望，每件事都好像跟之前没什么分别，
我不禁怀疑我到底有没有贯彻我的想法。

3年间
我尽力追赶但却超越不了自己，
我眼白白的看着我的努力被浪费掉，
我很无奈的看着我的努力换来别人的冷眼，
我看着有人没有努力过但得到超越我的成绩，
我不禁怀疑我的信念到底是否正确。

最后一个学期到了，毕业论文截止日期一步步接近，
但我失去了方向，我渐渐失去对这个想法、这个信念的坚持。

在这个新的一年，我希望我可以找回我对对这个想法、这个信念的坚持，也希望大家都有支持你们走下去的东西。

祝大家：
农历新年快乐

The "Day"

2008-10-16T21:08:00.001+08:00

Finally, after 3 weeks of loathing around, our thesis project has started. Our first problem was whether we have our SharePoint which eventually we ended up being required to meet the PIKOM board of executives(which consists of the bosses from various corporations such like Microsoft!) during their meeting at 10-12pm by Thursday at and ask the SharePoint for ourselves ==|

So there we go, we went all the way to Phileo Damansara II in PJ to meet the PIKOM committee. As this isn’t the first time that I’m attending an official, business-like meeting, though the meetings I attended in my internship days weren’t attended by so many big shots like this, I wasn’t as nervous as I ought to be.

When we arrived at the PIKOM office, we found out that we were the first ones to arrive (so much for worrying being late ==|). As the usual Malaysian-style meetings, most of the attendees were late. The meeting didn’t officially start until 45 minutes later. Those who attended the meeting were Ms. Shamini (the coach of the Intern Psychology Students previous semester), Mr. Cheong (our forever-full-of-surprises CyberCare coach and client of our project), Chairman of PIKOM known as C.J., Alex, representative from HP Malaysia, Yasmin (Managing Director of Microsoft Malaysia), and various other PIKOM staff and representative from other corporations

At the beginning of the meeting, as they were waiting for Yasmin and Alex, we were questioned for the purpose of our attendance. It was an adrenaline moment as once Shamini asked “the” question, everyone, including CJ were looking at us, waiting for an answer. We were dumb struck, stunned for a moment as we did not see this coming so soon. I recovered from the stunned moment and started answering the question while facing the CJ.

At this very moment, all I have in my mind is “I have to do this, I must answer as best as I could, I must show confidence…” With all the confidence I can show on my face, I answered
“We’re here today because we need to know if we have the SharePoint so that we know whether we should proceed on our project with it or we move on using Google.”
Silence…after a moment (which feels like millenniums), CJ nodded and answered
“We’ll see what we can do, and you’ll have to tell Yasmin when she’s here.”

Right after CJ spoke, Yasmin come in and took the sit beside him and looked around the meeting table, scanning every attendees of the meeting while exchanging casual jokes and greetings with some of the attendees. When her eyes came spotted us, she looked at us with a little bit of surprise. Catching the perfect moment, Shamini repeated “the” question and again, I gave the answer in a slightly different version while looking into Yasmin’s eyes to show that we’re serious for what we’re asking for. After that, Shamini asked a few more question regarding the deadline of our project and duration of our project which was answered by our project manager, Zaif who was obviously nervous while trying his very best to show his confidence.

After we’ve answered the questions from Ms. Shamini and Mr. Cheong, Yasmin took a moment to look at four of us, nodded and answered
“I’ll look into it.”
As the meeting proceeded, Mr. Cheong started to present the results of CyberCare’s previous project which involves the intern Psychology Students from previous semester. At a point when yasmin was asking questions of scalability of the project and whether the community project can involve adults instead of just children, they started to round her up opinions and suggestions which partly also involves our request. CJ even went as far as asking her to give us a place to work at Microsoft!!! In KLCC!!!!

She considered a moment while others were still voicing out and smiled, took a brief look at us and told them
“I’ll have to ask Tyson about this, once he said can then we can do it”

After the end of the meeting, My mind when blank, I can’t believe it is happening this way, I totally didn’t see this coming! 2 hours ago, we don’t know if we got the SharePoint for our project, we don’t know if we have a server to work with, and we don’t know where we’re going to work on our project…and now, we have a confirmation that we’ll get the SharePoint, they’ve already have a server prepared and ready for us, and the best part, we might get to work on our project inside Microsoft!!!
For this much, I must thank the few people (including Ms. Shamini and Mr. Cheong) in the meeting who helped us on our requests by giving their precious opinions which lead to Yasmin giving that much of promise to us. I truly am looking forward into starting our project.

哀悼四川灾难牺牲者

2008-06-04T00:24:00.004+08:00

I dedicate this song to those who survived the disaster at 四川, China. May the deceased rest in peace and may those who survived live strong through their days.

Mariah Carey: Bye Bye

人格？

2008-05-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

九型人格分析
第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 16%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 15%
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 13%
第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 13%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 10%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 10%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 10%
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 7%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 6%

我的九型人格分析？

第一型：
你是典型的完美主義者。你事事追求完美，很少講出稱讚的說話，很多時會對自己或是對身邊的人批評。因為你對自己的有很高的標準，給自己很大壓力，很少放鬆自己去盡情的玩、開心的笑。
主要特徵：

* 內心的正確標準變成嚴格的自我要求，不斷產生自責的思想。。
* 只接受和做正确的事情。
* 在自身的高層道德和倫理觀念上擁有堅定的信念。要求自己做芸芸眾生中少數的能做正確事情的人。
* 對於那些不符合正確標準的需要置之不理。
* 在思想上把自己同他人比較：「我比他們強還是差？」同時很在意他人的批評
* 做決定時猶豫不決，害怕做出錯誤的決定。
* 在家裡，會事事操心；出到外面，會盡情玩樂。
* 有時會變成事後諸葛，在事情發生後，意識到潛在的完美可能，「想想看原本應該是多麼完美。」而感到失落。

代表人物：柏拉圖、甘地、戈爾

第六型：
你會是一個很好的員工，因為你很忠心盡責。安全感對你來說是很重要的，因此當遇到新的人和事，都會令你產生恐懼、不安的感覺。基於這種恐懼不安，凡事你都會作最壞打算，換句話說，你為人都比較悲觀，也較易去逃避了事。
主要特徵：

* 推延行動，用思想代替行動。
* 工作無法善始善終。。
* 忘記對成功和快樂的追求。
* 對權威的極端態度，要麼順從，要麼反抗。
* 懷疑他人的動機。尤其是權威人士的動機。
* 認同被壓迫者的反抗事業。
* 對於被壓迫者或者強大的領導者表現出忠誠和責任。
* 害怕直接發火。把自己的怒氣歸罪於別人。·
* 疑心很重。
* 在環境中搜索能夠解釋內在恐懼感的線索。
* 通過強大的想像力和專一的注意力來獲得直覺，這兩種能力都來自於內心的恐懼。

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2008-05-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

遊戲規則

A. 被點到名字的要在自己的blog裡寫下自己的答案, 然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再加上一個你的問題, 仍然組成20個問題, 傳給其他8個人, 列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字, 還要到這8個人的blog裡留言通知對方-- 你被點名了, 被點名者不得拒絕回答問題, 完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福.

B. 這8個人要在自己的blog裡註明是從哪裡接到的, 並且再傳給其他8個人, 讓遊戲繼續下去, 不得回傳. 被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福, 并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现.

1. 每年出國旅遊期望次數?
越多越好

2. 最近最鬱悶的事?
怎样达到人生目标：移民

3. 現在當下你最想念的一個人?
此人就在我眼前，何必多此一举 :P

4. 最想珍惜的人/ 事是什麼?
朋友和家人

5. 如果你是1億元彩頭的得主?
拿到才说吧

6. 你現在最想擁有的是什麼?
潇洒自在，无忧无虑的日子

7. 你最想学的外语?
我什么外语都想学

8. 過去十年你最開心的時刻?
中六时代

9. 戀人/ 老公/ 老婆/ 最好的朋友, 讓你最欣賞的優點是什麼?
很难说

10. 如果時光能倒流10年, 你能改變一件事情, 你會做什麼?
算起来很多，要说哪一件呢？

11. 你最喜歡自己哪一個部位?
从来没想过。

12. 十年以後, 你想過什麼樣的生活? 你打算如何實現呢?
清闲自在。努力做好自己因该做的。

13. 接下來最想去旅行的國家或城市, 為什麼?
澳洲/英国/纽西兰。环境清静，干净，听说人很友善。

14. 如果可以自由選擇, 你最想居住在哪個國家/ 城市?
欧洲/纽西兰。

15. 如果有個很想他/ 她消失的人, 那個人會是誰?
好多啊~都是些人渣

16. 對於現在的環境, 最不滿意的是..
太多了，不想提。总之不想留在这边就对了。

17. 想祝福的人。(自己的问题）
家人，朋友和她。

18 最想得到却得不了的事物？
清闲自在的日子。

19 当下最烦恼的是什么？
FYP~~~

8个幸运儿：珊，莹，茵，议，Angie，其他三个，谁看到这个blog就谁中奖 XD。

鯊魚

2008-03-02T10:19:00.004+08:00

1986 年 10 月 28 日出生的人是"鯊魚"

基本習性→好勝心強、行動迅速是鯊魚特質的人。頭腦轉動得非常快，而且身手矯健、好奇心旺盛，對任何事都有強烈的嘗試慾望。但是一旦認為不可行，便會馬上放棄。另外、還有一個特徵就是他們比任何人都具有野心，追求成功的慾望非常強烈。

優缺點→不怕遭遇挫折，因此不論戀愛或工作都勇於挑戰。凡事都往好處想，就算遇到不如意的事也不會悶悶不樂是其優點；缺點是態度過於自大，傾向於太過自信。

愛情觀→鯊魚特質的人在戀愛方面屬於挑剔型，常會要求對方符合他的標準，但他也是屬於能夠給對方許多自由空間的類型。

速配職業→因為鯊魚類型者是敏捷、乾脆的人，適合講究速度及高效率的工作。例如證券營業員，能做出超水準的成果；另外也適合活用天生的運動神經的體育方面的工作，例如健身指導員或救生員。

◎適用的釣餌→鯊魚類型的人非常討厭聽到消極的言論。當他的愛情遭受挫折時順利進行時，與其告訴他「你當初不要和他分手就好了…」，不如說「你下次會遇見更好的人喔﹗」積極樂觀的話，對他們較有鼓舞的作用。

Personality Disorder Test ==|

2008-02-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

恐怖 ==|

2008-01-17T08:14:00.000+08:00

Myidk.com鑑定結果
您的精神年齡36歲
與您實際年齡差15歲

幼稚度56％

成熟度57％

老化度50％

宣傳給朋友: http://myidk.com/age.php
我的妈呀~~~精神年龄竟然与实际年龄相差这么大 ==

新年?

2008-01-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

新年对每一个人都有不同的意义：
新年可以是“全新一年”
新年可以是“新的希望”
新年可以是“新的开始”
新年可以是“老一年了”

对我来说，新年，没什么特别意义
日子，照样过
学业，照样忙
爱情，失去目标（别问我，我还在很努力的想放下她）
家人，大家都好（这算是最好的事）
经济，还在靠着父母（绝对不是好事）
朋友，
一些不懂去了哪里
一些太忙了
一些失去联络了
一些出国了
剩下叫得出来的，十个手指数得出来
喝茶？唉！算了吧~~

每年都差不多一样，看来今年也应该不会有什么改变

我总听到一些对生活充满希望的人说：新的一年，新的希望，新的开始
那我就走着瞧吧

祝大家新年快乐

朋友啊…

2007-12-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

我有位朋友出国深造了，
另一位好朋友为他的离开伤心落泪。

他，
是我中四到中六的同班同学，
是班上少数对我孤僻的个性没偏见的同学；
他，
是我另一位好朋友的男友，
是她的依靠。

我只能祝你一帆风顺，学业有成。

她，
是我这生人交到的少数好朋友之一，
是少数我可以毫无戒备谈话的人，
她，
因为失去依靠，对未来的路失去信心，
为他们以后难以见面伤心，
为他们之间的一些问题失望，
为他的离开依依不舍至落泪。

我，
只能安慰你，
希望你能早日放下难过的心情，
只能鼓励你，
希望你能勇敢的面对未来的路。

女人最想要什麼？一篇很棒的童話喔！

2007-12-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

年輕的雅瑟王在一次與鄰國的戰爭中戰敗被俘。

王妃看他英俊瀟灑，不忍殺害他，所以提出了一個條件，要求他在一年內找到一個讓她滿意的答案，
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就可以暫時把他釋放。

如果一年後沒有得到讓她滿意的答案，雅瑟王要自願回來領死。

如果不答應這個條件，就要被終身囚禁。

她的問題是：「女人最想要什麼？」

這個問題恐怕連最有知識的人也很難以回答，何況年輕而涉世未深的雅瑟王。

信譽是男人的第二生命，既然已經答應了人家的條件，說什麼也要找出答案。

他回到自己的國家，做了幾次調查，一而再的請教智者、法師、僧侶、母親、姊妹甚至妓女，

但是他還是找不到一個令自己滿意的答案。

其中有一個相士告訴他，可以去請教一個神秘的女巫，她一定有答案，但是她喜怒無常而且要價昂貴。

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雅瑟王打量者眼前的女巫：面目猙獰、駝背如鐘、牙齒稀落、口氣惡臭，還不時發出淫蕩的笑聲。

他心裡想者絕不能賣友求生，所以當下就拒絕女巫準備明天動身去領死。
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女巫也言而有信，把答案告訴了雅瑟王：「女人最想要的是能夠主宰自己的一生。」

雅瑟王帶著這個答案去見王妃，王妃欣然接受，釋回了雅瑟王。

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葛溫卻保持著騎士的風範，把自己的新娘介紹給大家。

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等到葛溫把她放到床上，他赫然發現剛才的女巫，突然變成了一個容光煥發、美麗溫柔的少女。
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「為了回報你的善良和君子風度，我願意在這良辰美景恢復我的本來面目。

但是我只能半天以美女姿態出現，另外半天還是要變回令人厭惡的女巫面貌，不過親愛的夫君，
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你可以選擇我到底白天和晚上以什麼面貌出現，我一定照你的指示去做。」

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其實、女人最想要的應該是......
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晚餐...

2007-11-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

今天老爸心血来潮，竟然带我们去沙登吃豆腐羹。过后才告诉我原来他想补庆妈妈的生日。就这样我么全家人浩浩荡荡的去了沙登旧街场吃豆腐羹。

那间餐厅还是和以前一样，迟到了就人山人海。坐下来点了菜后，我们才后悔坐在冷气区里。因为里面坐满了人，大家又有将大声喊将大声，我们坐在角落罢了都被吵得很头痛 ==||

但吃了那绝对无法忘怀的豆腐羹后，这一切都是值得的。我一家人好久没有轻轻松松的吃一餐了，以前总是匆匆忙忙的吃了就走，一点都不享受。所以这次是难得一次的晚餐，因为老爸心情出奇的好，大家也吃得相当高兴，也没有赶着吃赶着走（豆腐羹的力量真不赖！！）。值得一记得阖家晚餐。 :D

假期…

2007-10-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

假期过了一个星期，但我还是放不下她。我不动Friendster和 MSN，也不再去看她的部落格。因为我害怕，我害怕万一我见到她的名字、看到关于她的东西后，我又会想起她、想念她、更加放不下她。我是个善忘的人。但是想要忘记她、放下她，真的好难，好难…

Gathering @ 22 Sept

2007-09-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

This round gathering, there’s only 3 of us. We originally planned this to celebrate Song’s birthday. But unfortunately, he wasn’t free today. Without Song, things get quite quiet as I’m usually the listener coz I do enjoy listening :P

After picking up San, we went all the way to Cheras Leisure Mall walk around, while I was appointed the task of figuring out where we should have our lunch ==| Finally when I can’t reach a decision, Yin gave me two choices: 1.Chinese food at Dragon Restaurant; 2.Western food at Deli France. Since I was tired of eating western food lately, I picked the first choice. What I didn’t expect was Dragon Restaurant is a high class Chinese restaurant and High class = expensive!!! The girls gave a very high verdict on the 小笼包 and the ramen, and I do like the food there, it’s fantastic. Especially 小笼包 which I can say is extremely delicious XD

We took a little moment chit chatting in the restaurant. We chat about lots of stuff some laughs and well, I’m mostly the listener again J. We left the restaurant when we saw there were more people coming in. We decided to go for some arcade game. I wanted to play para-para but I arms still hurts since I played it 2 days ago so I gave for fearing I won’t be able to drive later ==|| We played some games, have some fun time and then go for some place for some drinks.

One our way to Mong Kok Restaurant, the girls went in some shops to look around and I took the chance to find a present for Janice. The girls saved my headache by giving me a hand on that as I’m not good at picking presents :P Then, we picked up another present for Song’s birthday which I won’t mention at the moment :D

Finally, the girls got tired and we march all the way into Mong Kok, took some drink, chit chat, jokes, laughs, photos and we took off around 5.30pm as I need to attend Janice’s birthday party later at Millennium Square at PJ and I need to send the girls back home, safely :P

Meeting them again has certainly brightened up my spirit as I was quite down after those chain events during my exam period and study week. I appreciate Yin for comforting me after I told her those events and their company for the day. It keeps my mind off those events. I’m glad to have these friends.

51% addiction!?

2007-09-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

51%

JustSayHi - Free Personals

i am 51% addiction to blogs!? that's preposterous!!

失去她...

2007-09-04T18:41:00.000+08:00

昨天，我和KC聊天。谈话中他告诉我，她有了男友。听了后，我傻了…我问KC多几次，问他是否她自己承认。每当KC答“是”，我的心就像被什么东西狠狠打一下。挂线后，想了很久，终于拿起了手提，send了个短讯问她。搞了整个半夜，她都没有告诉我KC说的是否真的。我怎么问也问不出来。结果我就告诉她“如果不想说就别说吧”然后就专心温习。我还有一丝希望KC说的不是真的。

我就抱着这个希望，直到今早。十一点半，她终于回讯给我。短讯中她告诉我KC说的是真的。我顿时觉得我的心掉进了无底深崖；我觉得我失去了方向。中六毕业后以来鼓舞我努力向上的力量、开心的泉源消失了。我失去了向前走的最大动力。过后的一阵子，我根本不能专心温习；就这样望着笔记，心里不断地想起她。和朋友吃了午饭后觉得心情好了一些，就继续温习。但我一静下来，脑海中就想起那件事。最后我只有拿出MP3把声量开到最大来听才能专心。

回家的路上，我一边驾车，脑海中就一直闪过每一次我想表白却又不敢的时刻，同时我也想了很多事情。我完全不知道我该怎么办。我下了一个决定，我决定把这伤透的心情先收藏起来。我要等我的大考过了后，才让自己慢慢的发泄…

路，是必须走下去的。但从此以后，我将不再会是从前的我…I will go on without her, but I will never be the one I used to be。但要放下她，就要看我自己了。那就留到大考后才慢慢来吧…

SMKSS Music Club 2007

2007-08-11T11:21:00.000+08:00

Busy Days

2007-08-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

Its real tough semester ==|| just for these past 2 weeks...5 exams, 3 assignment deadlines!!!

When I thought I can finally take a breath, I look at the calendar and OMG!!! Its week 10~~~!! 4 more weeks from finals!!! Great, now I have to start my revisions for my finals as planned. When can tale a break~~~

Extreme Accurate Zodiac

2007-07-13T10:25:00.001+08:00

Below are true descriptions of zodiacsigns, with traits from a book written35 years ago by an astrologistpredictions. Read your sign, thenforward it on, with your zodiac signand label on the subject line.

AQUARIUS - The One that WaitsDominant in relationships. Someoneloves them right now. Always Wants thelast word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to.Everything you ever wanted. Easy toplease. The one and only. 7 Years ofbad luck if you do not repost.

PISCES -The AddictEXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Lovesto joke. Very Good sense of humor.Energetic. Predict future. GREATkisser. Always get what they want.Attractive. Easy going. Loves being inlong relationship. Talkative.Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luckif you do not repost.

LEO - The Coolest oneNice to everyone they meet. Their Loveis one of a kind. Silly, Fun andsweet. Have own unique appeal. Mostcaring person Ever meet! however notthe kind of person you wanna messwith... u might end up crying... 9years of bad luck if you do not repost.

GEMINI - The LiarOutgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Notone to mess with. Funny. Excellentkisser EXTREMELY adorable. Lovesrelationships,Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luckif you do not repost.

CANCER - Does It In The WaterTrustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremelyenergetic. Unpredictable. Will exceedyour expectations. Especially withyour mom. Not a Fighter, But willKnock your lights out. 2 years of badluck if you do not repost.

ARIES- The IrresistibleNice Love is one of a kind. Greatlisteners Very Good in bed... Lovernot a fighter, but will still knockyou out. Trustworthy. Always happy.Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERYFORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has abeautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THEMOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luckif you do not repost.

SAGITTARIUS-The LionGreat talker. Attractive andpassionate. Laid back. Knows how toHave fun. Is really good at almostanything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.Attractive. Loud. Loves being in longrelationships. Talkative. Not one tomess with. Rare to find. Good whenfound. 7 years of bad luck if you donot repost.

TAURUS- The CutieMost Amazing kisser. Very high appeal.Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.Most caring person you will ever meet!Entirely creative. Extremely randomand proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.Great at telling Stories. Not aFighter, But will Knock your lightsout if it comes down to it. Someoneyou should hold on to. 12 years of badluck if you do not repost.

LIBRA - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. High appeal. Has the lastword. Good to find, hard to keep. Funto be around. Extremely weird but in agood way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or shewants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of badluck if you do not repost.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate LoverLove to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible. Loves being in longrelationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. Cool. Lovesto own Geminis' in sports. Extremelyfun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years ofbad luck if you do not repost.

SCORPIO - Aggressive.Loves being in long relationships.Likes to give a good fight for whatthey want. Extremely outgoing. Lovesto help people in times of need. Goodkisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Acaring person. One of a kind. Not oneto mess with. Are the most attractivepeople on earth! 15 years of bad luckif you do not repost.

VIRGO- The Promiscuous OneSpontaneous. High appeal. Rare tofind. Great when found. Loves being inlong relationships. So much love togive. Not one to mess with.Verypretty.2 yrs of bad luck if u nvrrepost

New installed Vista Ultimate!!!!

2007-06-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

I just installed my Vista Ultimate which took me quite some time to download the patches n fixes upgrades for my peripherals n softwares to work with Vista and tada~~~here's how it looks like now!!! XD

A Micro Vision

2007-06-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

The Hopewell family was first on their block to buy each new product. They had even brought home a robot-though Ed Hopewell got his money back when the Bulatron summoned the police every time he came home late from the office.
Their latest acquisition was the Intelligent Processing Superluminal Integratron, billed as "the very last computer you'll ever want to own." The small black box now sat on the table next to an odd-looking helmet. Deciding not to wait for his wife to return from driving the kids to school, Ed flipped up the screenand donned the helmet. A small spot of laser light appeared.
"Hey!" Ed exclaimed. "It actually works!"
OF COURSE, intoned an androgynous voice.
Ed stared at the machine. "Who said that?"
I DID, answered IPSI. I AM DECODING YOUR BRAIN WAVES.
A little nervous now, Ed glanced down at the box and noticed a small red button. He pushed it.
AH, YOU HAVE ACTIVATED THE TEMPORAL RELEASE, IPSI recited. IN LIEU OF ORDINARY ELECTRICAL SIGNALS, MY SUPERLIMINAL PROCESSOR USES TACHYONS, OR PARTICLES THAT TRAVEL FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT. WHATEVER TRAVELS FASTER THAN LIGHT ALSO TRAVELS BACK IN TIME. MY SP, THEREFORE, WILL ENABLE ME TO ANSWER QUESTIONS BEFORE YOU ASK THEM.
"That's impossible," said Ed. "What if I want the answer to-"
FOUR, the machine intoned.
"-two plus two," Ed finished. "Well, if-"
IF I AM SO INTELLIGENT, CAN I COMMENT ON THE COMMODITIES MARKET? CERTAINLY. YOUR INVESTMENT IN SOUTH AFRICAN OSTRICH FEATHERS WILL BRING MRS. HOPEWELL A TIDY PROFIT.
"Mrs. Hope-"
AS YOUR BENEFICIARY ... YOU SEE, MR. HOPEWELL, MY PROCESSOR HAS INFORMED ME OF YOUR IMMINENT DEMISE.
Ed sat frozen in his chair. "My immi "
THREE POINT EIGHT-OH MINUTES FROM NOW, YOU WILL PROCEED DOWN SYCAMORE AVENUE. YOU WILL DRIVE INTO THE PATH OF A LARGE TRUCK WITH FAULTY BRAKES.
"But it doesn't have to be that way!" Ed cried.
THE UNIVERSE MAY AT TIMES BE RATHER UNPREDICTABLE ON THE SUBATOMIC LEVEL, BUT IT IS QUITE FORESEEABLE ON THE LEVEL OF DIURNAL EXISTENCE. YOU WILL LEAVE SHORTLY.
Tearing off the helmet, Ed got up and disconnected the machine. Why should he listen to the ravings of a pile of silicon?
Still, it's never a good idea to tempt fate, he thought as he drifted out to the driveway to check for rain. He would not go into work today. No, he would spend the day tending to nice, safe chores. Settling himself behind the steering wheel, he began a mental list. "It's a good time to get those screens up," he said aloud. "Maybe paint the porch," he added as he turned the key in the ignition.

RICHARD GRIGONIS

Her Birthday Celebration

2007-05-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

Wonderful Night

2007-05-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

Here's the day…I was looking at the clock the whole day, waiting for 6.30pm to come. I did some housework; fetch my little brother for badminton class and went for bath. Then I just simply pick a novel, waiting time to pass which every minute seems like a century =_=|| When the clock strikes 6.10, I went for preparations…clothes, tickets, etc…and messaged her before I got in the car. And the whole process goes on with my parents keep nagging me of watching out at night (which I know they’re worried at my safety). After she replied, I fetch her up at her house and I drove all the way to KLCC.

I decided to try out the SMART tunnel to see if the traffic is really as smooth as I was supposed to be and yup, I managed to get near the KLCC entrance in 10 minutes where the traffic starts to turn bad for a while before I drive into the car park. Despite of the traffic congestion in town centre, I have to admit SMART tunnel did a good job on smothering the traffic which saves us a lot of time.

We went for a half hour pre-concert event which turned out to be some interview on tonight’s guest conductor: Paul Daniel. Because it was just only the few of us, instead of talking on the stage, they came down to the audience seats for the interview which is more like a chat where Paul Daniel tells us about his past experience and occasionally some jokes. After the event ended, we walked around the ground floor chatting, waiting time to pass.

Then we got into the MPO hall again for the performance. The performance goes very well. The first performance was Richard Strauss’s Till Eulenspiegel Merry Pranks (Op. 28). The Second performance was Felix Mendelson’s Piano Concerto No.1 in G minor (Op. 25) played by Steven Osborn and the last performance was Brahms’s Serenade No.1 in D (Op. 11) which, although it’s not meant to be…a symphony. I especially liked the piano concerto played by Steven Osborne and only after the performance, do I now why she loves it.

The idea of asking her out for tonight is to let her enjoy the performance, relax for the night, celebrate her coming birthday and etc. Through out the performance, I can see her happily listening at the music played by the orchestra and enjoying the piano concerto which she loved so much. And that’s the most important thing. I’m glad to see her enjoying the performance. After all, the whole thing is about making her enjoy the night performance.

Friday Night

2007-05-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

next Monday is a special day for her...her birthday. I was scratching my head since last last week, thinking what kinda surprise i can give her...finally, orchestra is the answer. So i flip through the 06/07 MPO calendar and tada...MPO series right at this weekend which i recalled she didn't managed to get tickets for that.

I decided to go today, concerning of the ticket availability, her availability and most importantly, possibility of maximizing the surprise :P but when i reached there, only then i found out they've got plenty of spaces ==|| should have gone tomorrow...but never mind, when i asked her for that performance at Friday after i confirmed the availability, i can hear that she's quite surprised (satisfied~~~ XD) and took her around an hour or so to give me a reply and i'm wondering what caused that *hmm....*

While waiting for her surprise, i went "treasure hunting" at Kinokuniya and very satisfactorily hunted few books before her reply comes. I admit i was a bit nervous of her answer...lucky me, she can make it XD so I got to MPO at once to get the tickets and went all my way to Borders at Times Square for some relax time :P and i am looking forward to this Friday :D

母亲节...

2007-05-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

昨天在家里闲着没事做，就跑去附近的Endah Parade走走，也顺便找个母亲节礼物给妈妈。走完整个商场，结果买了一双耳环和一条项链…为了佩耳环和项链的颜色，我把店员搞得团团转还找她帮看 -_-|| 没办法啦，本人很少买礼物给女生，就失败到连我妈喜欢什么款式的项链首饰都不懂，所以只好请店员小姐帮帮眼，找最好看得啦…

过后，我决定再买些其他东西来掩饰，以免让我那大嘴的小弟四处广播我买的礼物，破坏我准备好的惊喜。结果我就买了两本漫画，在把礼物好好的放在装漫画的袋里。回到家后我才发现，我满以为我还没买的漫画竟然是我在考试前买的那两本！！！气煞我也 >.< 不过也算了，反正之前买的那两本不知给我二弟拿去那里了，就拿来当收藏。

Last Subject!!!

2007-05-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

Finally~~~ my last subject of the whole scary horryfying test is right here. After this, i'll be free for 3 weeks!!! Cheers~~~

April Gathering (2007)

2007-04-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

It’s two months since our little famili gather up. Meeting them again is definitely happy as I’m getting quite in a bad shape and sort of loosing hope on certain stuffs these dayshow should I put it…some times, tiredness and unco-operating group mates does make me feels so...there are sometimes i even think of suiciding…in this kind of time, the happiness of meeting these close friends does motivates me …I’m not that negative as I was the days before I met them.

This time the one who is late is…caused by the late-begin Vista Launch at my uni’s FICT….guess it’s because of those big shot VIPs(so-called)…I sped all my way to One Utama. Which I’ve never been to alone…and thanks to Kilmasis, I’ve been able to get there :P Because I was so “dismantled” these days, I don’t even knew that I went to the wrong cinema…instead of going GSC, I went all my way to TGV waiting and ended up rushing all my way to GSC when they arrived ==||

After movie, we’ve decided to go for dinner at desa sri hartamas. Guess what we had for dinner? Korean food~~~ XD and it tastes good!!! We ordered some kinda pork hot pot, wine grilled BBQ pork and a stewed kimchi…that was a very satisfying dinner…great food, nice environment and most importantly, chatting with these closest friends of mine I would’ve ever got in my whole life…fantastic. Thought it was the first time I eat Korean food but it doesn’t tasted weird (like what my other friends told me). Instead, I love it and the credit goes to the girls who recommended it.

After dinner, we walked around desa sri hartamas, exploring what restaurants they have in that area and we found a club…SODA…took some pictures there, then we walked around, took some Italian desert at MG's cafe. There's a very beautifully designed fountain at the inner dining area, so we decided to take a photo there...and i accidentally hit one of those pots into the pool when i was rushing to my position ==|| after the camera finally clicked, we all look at the pool, with the pot floating in it and we laughed while i pick up the pot, pour aff the water in it and place it back to its assumed-original-position :P

later on, we went to Starbucks at Times Square for some drink. There was a terrible traffic congestion when we were almost reaching Times Square so i took a turn, thought that'll get us to Times Square faster but instead, we ended up taking a big round into Times Square.

When we leave I have to ask song to fetch the girls home as I had broke my promise to be back at home at 11.30pm…if it wasn’t that late, I’ll do the fetching no matter how…well, luckily Song drove his car.

The pot i accidentally bumped into the pool :P i picked it up and the girls took a photo of it "to remember it" :D

yeah~~~this was the dessert we took at...

tada!!! MG's cafe XD XD XD

2007 New Year Gathering

2007-02-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Gathering

2007-01-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

Our small little famili have the first gathering of the year...just right before Panda is leaving for Penang. Took some effords to plan this gathering and we did posponed it but anyhow, i'm glad we finally settled it.

As usual, we did screw the plan...no...i did screw the plan. I was supposed to reach Panda's home to fetch the girls at 9.30am but instead, i went out of my house at 9.30am and when we reach Time Squeare we met head on with the famous after 10 heavy traffic of that area. Panda has already booked a room at Neway at 11am...luckily after traffic jamming and parking hunting, we reached Neway only a bit later than 11am :P When Polar joined us...again, we screw the plan...instead of going for movie after Neway, we spent whole afternoon at Neway. when we came out of Neway, my throat feels like a dessrt after hours and hours of singing XD

After 5.30pm, Polar went off for dinner...so i joined the girls walking around in Times Square till 6pm. Then we went to Momo Cafe near Panda's home which accorf=ding to her, used to be very famous...food and shop design...and i gave full credit for both...the food there is really delicious XD

After dinner, we chat for a while. We talked about how we meet each other and our childhoods...then only i realised Penguin and I we primary schoolmates!! When Panda told me about her Primary days...i actually envy her for having those kind of wonderful days as city kids like me will never be able to experience that.

When i flashed back how i first met them, when the time i decided to join them for Mr.Huan's tuition class that day...it is indeed a miracle :) I was glad that i can meet them in these extreme busy days. Sometimes meeting good old friends does refreshes me in these tiring days.

New Semester!!!

2007-01-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

Finally, my 2nd semester starts...after 3 months of holidays well...mostly-extremely-bored holidays...i finally return to UTAR to continue my study. As what i used to do for years in school days...i reached uni around 7am, coppied my timetable near faculty office and take a seat at the canteen and start wondering where are my friends. Minutes later, i saw Ai Chen...one of my fellow coursemates walking towards me. the moment she saw me, she start asking al kinds of questions like where's the time table etc etc etc in an incredible speed which i already used to :P Later on, when she went for the time table, the rest of the gang comes in and too, went for the time table except for Stella (coz Si Kee is already there). We chat till the rest of the gang is back and we start comparing timetables. As i'm the only IA while others are CS so I discuss with them abt exchanging notes. Then we chat till 10am...when our classes started.

The rest of the time we spent meeting new lectures, listening thier course introductions and at same day, starting the lecture as i predicted. Jia Ming actually didn't quite trust me when i told him the lecturers ARE gonna start the lectures today :P

Later on when we wnet to Moral class...i found out i cant exempt this damned subject!!! when i messaged Stella, she told me the same goes to Malaysia education!!!! that's kind of a nightmare to me...i forgot my history, moral-classes-learned so called "Moral Values"...i thought i can leave them behind after my secondary and NOW...NOW they're back!!! Guess i can do anything but to adept =.=||

Anyway...coming back to studying days feels good compared to those days in that 3 months holidays where most of the time i'm even bored of my computer =_=|| Meeting back coursemates and friends feels good.

My first acted short movie.

2006-11-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

Weeks ago, Kilmasis asked me to join his another short movie making. Initially, i thought it's just another co-director job but the next moment, he told me that i will be one of the main characters in his movie! I was very surprised as i never expected he would ask me to act ==|| I was stunned for a short moment and i heard him saying something abt doing the shooting soon...the movie was abt Karma(not sure whether is this the spelling) well, not as bored as those you can find in those Buddhism books...it's abt the love story of a couple who ended up suiciding and promised each other to live together at thier next life...and of course, things wont turn out that good. This couple went thro quite lot of events which delayed their promised till the ?rd time of their reobrn and no, i wont take the trouble to tell the whole story XD you'll have to guess the story yourselves...muahahahaha! (evil i am :P)

We started the shooting last Sunday. The scenery taken includes Bukit Jalil Park, Kil's house(as usual), my house, Kil's uncle's office, some where near Shell Petrol station in Seri Petaling and the furthest one...a very quiet straight road near LKW College. Personally, i did had a lot of fun participating in this shooting and yes, i do enjoy it. We did a few "stunts" with mine and Kil's car, few "Ghost-appears!!!" scene well, some kissing scene and lot more...cant actually remember all of them ah yes...there's also a mom-scolding-daughter scene which my aunt was playing a role of the very fierce and scary mother and we did have a lot of attention from my neighbours and my already asleep grandma coz they need to shout real loud XD. Most of the scene...well, actually it's all but one scene was taken during night time around 9pm till 2am which spells my trouble...my dad...who's extremely stubborn abt his goind-out-night-time-is-dangerous theory ==|| if he didnt do so, we would've finnish the shooting a little bit faster. we finnshed our shooting 12am++ yesterday . i paid quite a heavy price for that...i cant use my car for a very long period as my dad was really pissed off BUT i do wonder when am i gonna join another of these shooting...it's so much fun XD XD XD I'm lovin' it!!

Birthday Celebration XD (4th Nov 06)

2006-11-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

man…I love year ends especially this one…long holidays, lotsa out goings, family vacations and the most I’ve enjoyed: gathering with old friends XD .During Penguin and my birthday, everyone was either busy or out station. So, Panda and Polar planned to a belated celebration today. We went for Karaoke, Movie, and Dinner…and I am sure all of us do take the full advantage enjoying the day. Surprising part was my birthday present which I didn’t even think of receiving one :P They knew I love buying books so they secretly buy a Borders’ Cash Card (Very nice Design of course XD) and gave it to me “officially” at our dinner time which surprises me! At the next moment, it’s my turn to surprise Penguin with her birthday present which I took months to figure out but finally asks for Panda and Polar’s help. And that’s the element of things being so worthy here, we keep trying to surprise each other and in the process, we’re enjoying it and we learn more of each of us J what can i say...it's a miracle that i meet them :D

跟老爸做工的日子

2006-11-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

第一学期大考后，

懒了一阵子，

休息也休息够了，

出街也出闷了，

就连电脑也懒得开，

电视也懒得看了，

所以就干脆跟爸去做工。

第一个星期，

他带我和他的工人去陈秀莲一个刚建好的商业区做工。

我看着爸和他的工人细心的测量这特定位置的距离，

然后就在测量好的地点打钉再铺上洋灰。

我就负责在打了钉的地方做记号然后喷上红漆。

那时我心里想：哦！这就是土地测量吗？这还不容易吗？

后来爸的工人因为被人寻仇而逃掉了，

所以我就负责握测量镜和做记号的份。

由于我不能蹲太久，

所以每当我握小测量镜我就坐在地上。

起初非常的不习惯，

因为我老是给蚊虫叮到满身痒，

要不然就险些坐在狗粪上！

过了两个星期后，

这一切都习惯了。

习惯了在我身边飞过的蚊虫，

习惯了蹲久一些，

习惯了工地里外劳们好奇的眼光，

也习惯了早上超热的太阳。=_=||

跟着爸工作有时很辛苦，

不过却让我了解爸的工作，

也了解我爸是多么的辛苦。

而且当我们去工地时，

他会一一的向我说每条路的去向。

当爸有心情时，

他会带我去一些好吃的食档吃午餐。

老实说，我现在是满享受的XD

In Memory of a Great Teacher…Pn. Lim Hwee Nee

2006-10-06T13:08:00.000+08:00

5^th October 2006, 7pm…a candle lighter has left us forever…but she’ll live in everybody’s memory, her teachings won’t b forgotten by those whom she has inspired…

Let us close our eyes and be silent for a minute……give our blessings to a fallen candle lighter…Pn. Lim Hwee Nee…may she rest in peace…

A Little Meet Up XD

2006-10-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

Famili Gathering

2006-09-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

3 months ago, there was a touching gathering b4 Panda left for study at Penang and we’ve celebrated her birthday. It’s like this gathering 3 months ago was decades ago as we’re all so very busy with our studies…as ppl said, time flies by when we’re extremely busy =.=|| Well…the gathering, as usual, plan was scratched few times to fit everybody’s time n me…the one who doesn’t know my way around :P

I was so happy to see these faces again and to the fact, I was excited I can hardly see any x-mates n frens’ faces as everybody are soooo very the busy. This gathering was actually held for purposes…first is of course, for the means of meeting up n the second, unknown to Polar, is to celebrate his birthday…the belated one :D

The thing was, at the last minute, only then we’ve remember that the present Panda bot fr Penang needs batteries to operate!!! N there we go round n round for 7-11s but we found none…then, the saviour…we found a pharmacy selling batteries XD we’ve arrived way earlier that Polar but bcoz of the battery-hunting session, we ended up meeting him later =.=||

We dined in a restaurant called GasOnline which is new according to…er…Penguin? Or Panda? I forgot…main point, it’s new…after ordering food, we’ve tried out my new camera with some what my favorite…photo session :P n then chatting while waiting for food. Although it’s only 3 months since we’ve gather up, I see some change in the gang…well, except Penguin…still the good old ‘she’…Polar, as to me, he’s gone more mature than he’s used to b, as for Panda, u can expect some modified sentence from some kinda prose once a while when talkin to her…kinda fun :D but this gathering, to me was nothing different from the days when we still form six…when we sit around for lunch few times a week when we go for tuition XD n I suddenly feel like getting back to those good old sec days where we’ve got less thing troubling us compared to these days :/

After dinner, Penguin jus “blink” Polar’s present out of thin air n gave it to him…he took few rounds of guessing b4 he opens the present…it wasn’t the best till when he realized what the present was…a fan for his hiking comin on later..well, of course it’s not ordinary fan…it’s a some kinda cartoon frog-fugures portable fan which the cartoon frog is his favorite. From his expression, I can see that he’s very touched :P the girls took some time to tell him what the fan can do…n then we joke around what can b done with it…as old days, we chat a long time after dinner b4 we leave…

I truly enjoy this gathering…well, wish everybody in the famili all d best :P n I’m looking forward for the next gathering :D

In Memory Of My Family's Fish...

2006-09-22T01:24:00.000+08:00

END of the Great Battle

2006-09-13T17:05:00.000+08:00

Finally~~~the final tests are over…I can finally enjoy my time with my new computer…although I wasn’t able to set up the internet connection but I’m still ale to play loads of games XD I spend almost the whole day playing on some old games which the older computer cant work on…it was so much fun XD

The past 2 and ½ week was very disasterous… the test, the revision, the worries…it was really stressing…I’m really glad that the test was over

Although I was goin on with my test, I still went out last wed n fri to help Kilmasis take some pictures for his music video story board which the music is based on some very nice Japanese music which I cant remember :P we’ve took pictures of me in a Chinese cemetery another few pictures of mine with the piano(how was it since I last touched a piano…I forgot)and Elizabeth looking at me on the stage at UCSI…n he was planning for more at Sunway hospital =_=|| but that was kinda funny experience :D

2006-09-10T00:14:00.000+08:00

Computer Under Construction
After Construction

New Computer :D

2006-09-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

Yay!! I’ve finally got my new computer…but drawback, I cant pluck my old hard disk into my new com as according one very idiotic shopkeeper, the IDE hard disk will greatly tear down the com’s performance n speed and my even cause blue screen!!! So I hav to pay extra 60 bucks for an external case for my old IDE hard disk…wanna know y I called that shopkeeper “idiotic”? here’s the story…at first, I told the other fella to insert the IDE hard disk into my new com…that idiot jus sit n watch while his ppl tryin over n over to start my new com after inserting the hard disk…after a few more tries only then that maniatic idiot come n told us the performance drag shit!!! That really pisses me of…

When I was on my way home, Kilmasis called me to giv him a hand on his Story board stuff…when the moment I reach home, dumping all the com stuuf into my room, he’s at my gates! So there we go for photo session, leaving my com at home, unassembled as I planned coz my test is still goin on

My First Presentation XD XD

2006-08-18T14:39:00.000+08:00

Today is the big day for our group…it’s our first ever presentation!!! After weeks of arguments, discussions, surveys, researches and much more unseen effort done by each group member of mine and of course, Kilmasis lend me a hand on the video clip in our presentation which I truthfully thank him here…I wonder how hard he has been working…the clip he made was beyond impressive XD…and here we are, our presentation day.

At first I was pretty worried ‘coz the presentation slides was totally a last minute work in…er…2 days time? I cant remember =.=|| anyway…main point, we have our contents and our research results ready BUT our report wasn’t ready, we don’t even have any slide ideas not even mention the script =_=|| and again, thanks to Kilmasis…he spend the whole nite giving me Q&As for all the detail I need for my slides...In the other hand, while I have to deal with the report, my part of slides, I still hav to watch out my other group mates as some of their slides r goin extremely boring…the best part was…we’re still making changes to our slide contents n scripts b4 we go on for our presentation!!!

Finally…it’s our turn…we hav to set up the projectors n speakers coz we’re using Meng’s laptop n the speakers are for the video clip. We took a bit of time fixing the projector. And then here comes the BIG moment…I, as the group leader introduced my group mates and Wai Chain, n Jia Meng started with all the game facts, reasearches, and game histories while another Jia Meng(we’ve got 2 Jia Meng(s) in our group XD) and I briefly introduced the heroes and gaming tactics.

Amazingly, when it was my turn to present, I wasn’t nervous as I thought I would…I guess it was the teaching experience that’s working :) Finally when hyperlinked the end slide to the clip which slightly surprised part of my classmates XD…and there goes the video. When the movie was goin on, I can see the amazement in my classmates so as the seniors outside the presentation room and some of students from other courses in another classroom. When the video ended there was a moment of total silence…and then there comes to loudest applause of the day!!! XD XD XD At that particular moment, I feel that every single effort was worth it :D

After the presentation session of the day was over, our English lecturer, Dr Roy insisted a photographing session with every students who did presentation that day. Later on the lecturer told us that she was totally impressed with our presentation and she’s getting interested with the game XD

Refugee Images

2006-08-12T18:00:00.000+08:00

The Panggung Bandayaya

I was dragged by Kilmasis to watch his performance at balai seni lukis…well, not particularly me actually…it was me, ling n eli…3 of us were there. Though this is the first time i’m watching kil’s performance so kinda dunno-wat’s-gonna-happen mood there. The performance was actually performed by a group of choir called “Canticle Singers” (hope my spelling was right) n kil is one of the members there. Though it’s jus kinda small theater, that place was half full…mayb it’s b’coz the perform time was at the middle of working hours…Surprisingly, b4 the performance started we were to sing the national anthem...this is kinda first time to me coz I tot that idea was jus only some say-no-do act of the government =_=||

The performance was excellent…it was a story of refugees from Vietnam trying to look for a new home. Though looking at the story intro outside the theater wasn’t so impressive…but when I watch the performance, I can feel the story…kinda touching…I truly enjoy it :D

Current Theme XD

2006-07-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

Check this out XD

2006-07-18T09:09:00.000+08:00

Warcraft Sexy

2006-07-12T10:21:00.000+08:00

Zidane Headbutt

2006-07-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

Crazy Dog

jus watch wat this dog's doin to it's leg XD

Wild wild Sarawak

2006-07-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

welcome to the very "Peace" sarawak school =_=

Panda's Birthday

2006-06-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today, its Panda’s birthday…Penguin, Polar and I were planning a surprise just for this day. Well…cutting off “wake up early in the morning” crap…coz I didn’t do so :P I waited for Panda and Penguin to reach Asia Jaya station while I’m doin homework at my faculty…not for long, class ended 5pm they reach there at 6.39pm…jus right enuf time for me to tackle one of my homework XD
After picking up the girls, I drive my way to Mid Valley (lao di fang :D) but actually, we’re jamming our way there…with these two girls enjoying the music in the car ^^
When we finally reached Mid Valley, and we let the birthday girl decide our meal and finally, Panda decides to eat at Kim Garry…again, the usual place for this small little famili members to celebrate birthday XD…then we waited Polar till 8pm and he turned up with Kok Keong which is a surprise to everyone XD . Until this point, Panda is still not aware of a surprise we’re planning for her. We chit chatted a while when we’re waiting for food and I found out that Panda is gonna go to study Chinese Culture at a private uni at Penang…I was surprise abt that news…this’ll mean we wont b able to meet as frequent as we used to…
After dinner, we decide to prepare our surprise…so we leave Panda to Polar and Penguin, Kok Keong and I went to buy cake and candles fro her surprise. My job was to buy the birthday cake but it was a very very tiring happy job ^^ coz I hav to carry the cake all my way to meet up with Kok Keong and Penguin…the best part is when I reach LG, they call n say they’re at 1st floor when I get to 1st floor, they tell me they’re at 2nd floor so I decided I wait them at the parking entrance. The candle buying wasn’t quite successful as they can find the appropriate size of candles but they managed to get some tiny ones. And Kien How joined our little surprise at the last minute…and it’s really last minute!!! The mall was closing that time!!!
We have no idea how long can Polar keep Panda unaware…so I drive as fast as our safety allowed as possible all the way to Panda’s house.
When we arrived at her house, we made our best speed to prepare the surprise. We lit candles around the playground opposite her house and then we set up the cake…when we’re almost done, I called Polar to drive her there immediately. When she finally came out from Polar’s car, she looks very touched of the scene full of candles(although some of them have already burnt off)…and I know, the rushing and planning was worth it J. We told her one candle gives her one wish and there are so many wishes there for her. She made her wish and blew the candles as we sing birthday songs in English, Chinese and Cantonese versions XD. Her family heard our very loud birthday song came out and joins the celebration.
Her family went back sleep a little while later and we stayed at the playground, chatting while waiting for the candles to burn off. It was a very pleasant and relaxing night~~~I personally enjoyed that so much ^^ when it almost mid nite, we took out the presents(A cup and an alarm clock) we’ve prepared for her and gave it to her. We waited for the alarm to sound at 11.55pm…yet another surprise for her…the alarm clock’s tune was happy birthday. After a short while of chatting, we decided to go home as my dad was very worry of me…before we left, she gave each of us a big, warm hug. I wished her good luck and drive my way home after sending Penguin and Kien How back to their homes safe and sound.
Well...here again, i wish San San a very happy birthday :D

Real BAD day... +.+'

2006-06-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

Having a real bad day…in the high way, which ever lane I drove in stuck up and best yet to be come when I’m parking my car outside my uni this morning…I drove into a manhole!!! My car ended up with the front left tire in the manhole and I go running around asking the guard who I stupidly think that they’ll help. Luckily I met two of my frens who eventually got three more ppl to help me lift the car so that I can reverse it. +_+ now I just hope this bad luck will jus go off real soon. And cheeeeeers for friendship XD

Just For Famili

2006-06-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

The New Adventure Begins

2006-06-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

This is the 2nd week since I started my university life...I can tell everybody, it's full of unknowns and excitements. This reminds me of the first day I step into Sri Sentosa XD. It’s the same u know…new things to learn, new ppl to meet, and also a whole new environment to adept to. Right now, I’m doing information system engineering…exactly what I always wanted. It is my dream to get myself up into space...but a dream is a dream…it’s a impossible dream for me…so I got an approach that is nearest to my dream…technology…I dump myself into technology especially computers which gives me a very big satisfaction…and with this I give myself another approach to my dream…sounds stubborn? Yep…that’s me XD I believe one can only reach his dreams if he is stubborn enough…and that’s how my journey goes on...with adventures coming one after another. And with every new adventure, I’m nearer to my dreams…I hope so XD.

Coffee Diplomacy

2006-04-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

Case File : Coffee Diplomacy issue Onboard Voyager
Case File Number : Mon4898V
To: Security Commissioner of Star Fleet Voyager
Subject : Interrogation of captured informant(interrogation photographically recorded)
Details of Interrogation:
Star Date 4898.5.9, subject was removed from brig aboard starship Voyager and escorted under maximum security to maximum security prison on Planet Gremadia for charges concerning rudeness and disrespect against Monorhan Diplomat, Shala Gaytok by offering her Brazilian Black Coffee Product(Ice Blended Mocha). Subject has claimed interstellar right to remain silent and the right to a Talaxian Lawyer, Neelix.

Star Date 4898.5.13, Chief Security Officer of Deck 5 and deck 8 from starship Voyager, Lieutenant Lingghezhi and Lieutenant Cryssyenddo receive confirmation orders from Commander Chakotay to proceed with questioning.

Case File Image 1(picture altered to protect privacy)

Case File Image 2(Lieutenant Lingghezhi)

Lt Lingghezhi :
According to the report dated Star Date 4898.4.3, you have been apprehended under Interstellar Royal and Diplomacy Code section 4.5.6.9, for insulting the Chief of Emergency Council of Monorhan onboard starship voyager by offering Brazilian Black Coffee Product. Explain and voice your intentions.

Case File Image 3

Subject:
He’s a charming guy…I was charmed by his good looks and impeccable manners, thus I offered him a caffeinated beverage. The next thing I know he screams for his guards and I am held in the brig. And now I’m here. I was unaware of the significance of the beverage’s origins to him and his race. All I wanted was a date…

Case File Image 4(Lieutenant Cryssyenddo)

Lt. Cryssyenddo:
Are you aware that under the interstellar royal and Diplomacy Code, your are not authorized to make any contact with any representatives? You have violated standard codes, rendering you answerable to the Captain and applicable for removal from this ship. What is your response? How do you plan to clarify your actions?

Case File Image 5

Subject:
please……I didn’t mean anything…

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Subject:
Please..I’ll do anything…maybe some coffee? Ice Blended Mocha? Cappuccino? Latte? Frappuccino?

Lt. Lingghezhi:
wtf!!...You never learn your lesson ar?

Lt. Cryssyenddo:
Do I consider that a bribe!? Under Starfleet Code Section 8.45.93, I can charge you for bribing a Starfleet officer!!

Case File Image 7 (subject attacks officers violently with her Prada Bag relic)

*Subject attacks officers violently and attempted to escape but was recaptured by Monorhan security personnel.
*Lt Lingghezhi and Lt. Cryssyenddo suffered extensive injuries with 1st degree phaser wound due to friendly fire in attempt to recapture subject and was transported to sick bay aboard starship Voyager.
*Detailed medication report: please refer to Emergency Medical Hologram database log of starship Voyager.

End of case file number Mon4898V

My Cute Students XD

2006-04-14T13:08:00.000+08:00

After three months of teaching, i've managed to establish some good relatioinship wif my students :P which is amazing. I went back to school today to mess up wif the Music Club frens...n obviously Shaine has told them abt my approachingThe moment they bump into me, they jus keeeeeeeeeeeep compaining abt their new teacher, who replaced me eg "he always massages his stomach as if he's pregnant" , "he always waving his cane in the class without considering who he'll hit" n so much more interesting comment that makes me laugh XD. They eventually manage to 'persuade' me to stay till recess n take some photo with them...n we spent the whole recess on photo-taking-session...some of the prefects even sacrifices the duty rounds to take photo with me!! see my influence? wahahahaha!!! XD

I truthfully agreed that to understand something is to involve in it...take this experience of teaching of mine, although it's jus three months, i've managed to realise the reason why r teachers are willing to b a teacher even their salary is sooooo low, n sometimes, they're unfairly treated...i used to ask some teahcers why do they choose to b a teacher...n most of the time i'll get the same or similiar answer : "it's the satisfaction of looking at ur own students achieve something or to success in their studies" . In this three months of teaching, i've understand the 'satisfaction' which i do not understand all the while...when i marked my students' test paper, i can see how hard a student is trying in his studies n i'm so pleased when i see some student strive excellently...of course, there are also dissapointments when i see most of 1A5 failed the test and they still do not intend to improve after looking at their results...i guess that's y some teachers choose not to put feelings in their teaching or in other terms, they jus simply abandoned the students. But then when i look at the good results one, they motivated me, n start thingking that there may be still hope for the bad ones...n then i started to plan how m i gonna make those bad result students get interested in their studying or else i can just choose to ignore them......what i've experienced in this three months, it's just part of a teacher's passionating life!!!

Who r u?

2006-04-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

My top result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Chaotic Fate- Which Angel/Demon/God are you?, is Belial

SMKSS Fantasy

2006-04-08T03:06:00.000+08:00

It’s been 3 months I’ve been teaching as a temporary teacher in my own secondary school, SMKSS…a lot of things happened in this three months that will ensure this will be a very interesting n memorable moment in my part of life.

Remembering the first day I started teaching in SMKSS…the first class I met was 1A10…full Chinese…so I started speaking Chinese with them…introducing myself in Chinese, make them introduce in Chinese n I started speaking Chinese to them even when I’m teaching…I will automatically get to my nerves to translate my teachings in BM previously into Chinese in order they can understand my teaching…

1A11 is where most the elites are here…they study hard, listen carefully, paying full attention to what I teach…although there are some Malays there…but they, too are considered good ones. At least they pass up homework as I requested. Nurul Nadiah…one of the most hardworking ones in class. Besides, Shuh Jing, Kit Mun, Li Xin, Joo Yee, Nadiah, Amalina and lot more of them in this class are the question makers in this class…they will immediately shoot theirs hands above once they don’t understand or they can’t get the picture. And that’s another lesson I learn from their braveness on bombarding teachers with questions: never keep a question to yourself…besides, they’re inquisitive manner made me really feel like really teaching n talking to students instead of “walls”.

Their serious attitude in learning new things made me realize how important teachers are…it exceeds the understanding during my student hood…for I’m standing on the different angle, looking things in different angle…I started to understand y teachers r so harsh on us…n I found out that I soon know how to read a teacher’s expressions the moment i saw pn Tan and pn Wong saw our STPM results and also after I told Mr. Lim that I didn’t do good in Chemistry…the disappointing look on these teachers who at first taught us at their best effort and ending up seeing our results go bad…I feel very, indeed, very sorry…

1A5 disappointed me most…at first when I stepped in that class, I knew it’s a weak class…but then I still hope that I can change them. I know they’re lazy, I know they’re weak…but I still try my best as a temporary teacher to get them to the right way…they keep themselves busy on other unknown stuff instead of doing my homeworks even I shouted at them, punished them, threatened them, treat them in soft manner…I keep trying n trying…hoping b4 I leave at least I can change a bit of them. After the first term exam…after I’ve calculated the total marks, I feel very disappointed with most of them…n I start getting tired with them…tired of their laziness, tired of their inagressiveness in studying…I’m jus like wasting efforts on them…and on this point, I started to understand why some great teachers like Miss Kok is considering of giving up…I teach for those who wanted to listen n tried to understand my teachings, and I answer those post questions at me…for those who doesn’t even bother to listen…I don’t give a damn…it is a complete disappointment

To me, 1A8 is very unique or daring is the better word. Most of the students hesitates or getting shy for answering a new teacher’s question. They are the first class who dares to talk to me at the very beginning of the semester …which is when I’m still hanging a fierce face whenever I get in a class. I still remember…the very first day I entered the class…the introduction session where I force every student to introduce themselves…they answered my questions daringly, without a second doubt surprises me…especially Nikki Wong who answered : I look at “yucky stuffs” on the net…n god knows what was that “yucky stuffs” she was mentioning =_= But then in the later days,
they got closer to me than any other classes’ students did and in my whole term of servicing at SMKSS, 1A8 is the class where I can relax while teaching. They are the ones who start scolding me for heavy fines and complaining me around to other teachers for the heavy punishment I set upon them when I started pn. Lim’s method of force-memorizing of all moral values and definitions. And the best part is, they still keep complaining to Chi Mun along the three months whenever she enters their class while on the other hand, they still pass up the punishments I gave them…here, I thank those who obeyed me. To tell the truth, I’ve got very high expectations on this class…but most of them end up averagely. In the other hand, I was glad that they really made the effort to memorize the moral values and definitions I gave them…indeed, I knew they’ve done they’re best to strive…so I didn’t blame them for not hard working.

6/Apr/2006
This is the day where my fantastic journey in SMKSS ends. I reached school as usual, thinking of what I should teach today, how am I gonna speak in class in order to let my students understands me…it’s a normal day…not until when I reach my seat where I saw Mr. Aziz talking with another stranger. I thought he was jus a promoter or some kind of it…and when I left my bag in my seat, Mr. Aziz spoke: Ivan, ini guru baru, dating untuk ganti kamu…the first thing in my mind was: it must be next week at least…but then when I asked, Mr. Aziz told me the new teacher, Mr. Azhar is starting his duty today……I was stunned for a while and kept quiet, took my stuff n go for my moral panitia meeting…my last meeting…
After my meeting, I went to the office to sign in…I met Mr. Azhar who asked whether he’s going in to the class…I, who deeply in my heart hoped he’d vaporize told him I’m going in the classes first…when I was at the entrance of the main office, I met Miss Ng who told me to hand over everything to Mr. Azhar ASAP and he’s gonna take over all my classes immediately. So I started hunting him around the school, found him, explain every class’ behavior, handing over my files, record books and stuffs to him.
At that moment, only my mind starts working again…when I realized I haven’t got my lunch, it was almost 2. after my lunch, I quickly rush to The Store to get 10 packs of Ferero Rochare which is a present for good result students in 1A8, rush back. To school…I was driving in 60 to 80 km/h…and now when I’m typing here I’m amazed how I reached school safely.
When I finally got into 1A8 class which I borrowed previously my own period from Mr. Azhar, I tried to fill my face with happy look as usual. I can see their surprised when announced that is gonna be my last time stepping into their classroom as a teacher. And then, I called out those who got good grades out…rewarded them with the Ferero Rochare I bought just now. The next moment I know, was pert of the girls start weeping…especially those who are closest to me, weeping furiously especially Ai DI, my assistant in the class. At that moment, I don’t know what I should say to comfort them…I really do not how to do it…I’m out of words to comfort them for I feel the same deep in my heart.

The next day goes the same…after I gave out the presents to my assistances and good scorers, I heard news that some of the 1A11 weep which later I was told the truth that actually most of 1A11 weep for my leaving.
When I was leaving Black G before recess, one of the 1A11 student slipped me a letter. During recess, when I was enjoying my last cup of iced coffee as a teacher, Lee Yang Sheng from 1A8 came in and gave me a letter…inside written the words of thank you n he even wrote a song lyric for me to sing…then came Ai Di with 1A8 class monitor, giving me another letter. And after recess, came Li Xin, Joo Yee, and two other hard working girls…they wanted to say farewell…my heart sunken…I don’t feel like leaving them at all!! Before they left, I called them back to take a photo as a memorable moment of ours.

To my students, thanks for giving some very important lessons in my life, you all made me realize something that I haven’t been even trying to understand all the while. All of you has formed another part of my miraculous life. I thank for the letters some of u gave me, and the tears some of u fell for my leaving…that shows how u all appreciated my efforts of teaching u all which is…priceless!!

Flashback

2006-04-06T10:46:00.000+08:00

Photos are something very amazing craeted by human...from the ancient black n white ones till today's digital ones...no matter what form does it takes it works as one very important function...to keep somebody's memorable moments of their live.

For some people, photos are just pieces of meaningless papers, as another type of people, taking photograph is just for fun, nothing more, but for others, photos is part of their memory which they keep it and preserve it carefully besides that just simply chunk it else where.

To the truest words...every single photo i post in this site is a very important piece of memory of my life...they prove my existnce, remember me the fantasies of life i've pass thru, the friends of mine in my life and when sometimes when i forgot what happened in the past, these precious "memory pieces" helps me flashback what has happened in my miserable life and thus gives me the motivation to continue my life n even motivates me to live my life to the most extend.

The Point Of No Return

2005-10-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day as a student in SMKSS...quite a bit sad abt it :P Time passes by very fast when u didnt notice, it always happens and this always applies to happy moments and last moments like this.
In the range of 7 year anything can happen...and what's happening here is rookie fresh from pri sch has grown up into someone he haven't even imagined 7 years back :P I'm a very gifted person which i dun used to appreciate it...miracles always do happens to me
Well, first year is always the i-dunno-what-happenin-around year and aslo a hey!-what's-going-on-there? year so i used some time to explore the school compound which is quite fun for imaginative ppl like me :P Though i'm quite unsuccessful in makin friends around coz i'm affraid abt those everybody-is-a-gangster thoery i heard from a friend in pri sch :p but i managed to adept to this sch .Generally, first yr is a exciting yr in some senses XD PRS is the best organization i've joined i my very long term in this sch...i've made most my friends here eg. Terence, Kilmasis, Takaechi...n a lot more

For the years coming by i'm used the enviroment made some friends do some stupid-no-brainer things for example pissing of the teacher for no reason or mayb there is...i've forgotten :P
3rd yr is the turning pt of my quite bored sec life...i joined the yellow house marching team...very exciting activit which i love it so much that i pay everything to attend the activity...no one would under stand this feelin of attending ur favourite a most longed for activity unless, u're involved in it...PMR is something like "Piece of cake la..." after i went higher levels...but when i falsh back those memories...it's like "God! oh, my god, u must help me! I'm doomed! I'm very affraid of this test! can i jus skip it?" XD the tension always is there :P
4th & 5th form is definitely gonna b those of my amazing years...i dont even know how i manage to get in to science class!!! of course...i'm involved in marching again in these two yrs which gives me a lot of memories...thx to San San who gave me apportunity to be a commander where i learn the do's n dont's in leadership which i hardly realise b4 that...And as part of my frens know...i slept thro one yr and woke up by the accident in mid year holiday which broke my right leg...but a broken leg traded with this...fair for me...i've got half yr to start prepare SPM...but once again, miracle happens to me...i passed SPM with nice grades n my leg recovered without extra trouble...as if the purpose of the breaking of my right leg is just to give me a loud "ROAR" rite beside my ears to wake me up...in this two yrs, thx to teachers expecially Miss Kok...who's always so straight to everyone that we all must n will definitely obey her and she even give us extra classes during weekends...i'm sorry i can't get an "A" for BM in SPM but i trully appreciate her efford...no teacher in sec sch life has really paid of for students like that. I salute her with all my respects i can pay to her. In those days of temporary-disable days of mine, luckily i got two trully very royal friends of mine...Kilmasis n Takaechi...who helped me in a lot of things...i would like to say...thank u n i'm very happy n proud to have royal frens like two of you...
Form 6...another miracle...wif my ok la results i manage to squeeze into form 6...lotsa things happens...much more colourful than anytime in my previous school life for in these two years, i made some true frens...some from the A1&2 and the famili...these very true frens of mine...my description of them is beyond any wording expressions i can find...what i can say is, thx for ur help, toleration and much much more u have gave me...it's the most miraclous miracle in my 7 yrs school life...i cant find any words than a "THANKS" to say to all of u...Music Club is another very colourful part of Form6 life of mine, made a lot of frens, learn a lot of things, sing a lot...i'm trully proud of what we've achieved together for the club...Red house gave me my very last chance to command the marching team which i trully appreciated...a lot of things happened in this very final 2 yrs or 1 1/2 yr accurately...is very very amazing to me n miracles jus keep coming...as my parents always said...there's nothing better in life than school life where we made true n royal frens, doin some mad things and study like a maniac XD I wish all of the form6 "good luck n all the best" in STPM (including myself :P)
As the great wheel of time circulates, human becomes event, event becomes history, history becomes legend, legend becomes myth, and myth finally becomes the forgotten and disappear in the unresistable flow of time. But there's one thing no force nor power in this great and misterious universe can erase...that is the friendship we once built together and posses it together. May our friendship last longer than anything in the universe.

2005-08-13T17:54:00.001+08:00

Singapore River Cruise

2005-08-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

Youngest Soloer

2005-08-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

The Youngest performer of all...and she also the only Solo out there!!!

A Whole New World~~~

2005-08-07T11:17:00.000+08:00

The "Prince" & "Princess"

Group Photo

2005-08-07T11:05:00.000+08:00

Members of choirs who joined the exhibition day performance!!! :D=

2005-08-07T10:47:00.000+08:00

Well...after a tiring morning...the last photo...cheese :)

Voting Session

2005-07-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

Ok...now vote the next session's comittee members!!!

The Presidents

2005-07-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

The "go" President n the "neo" President of Music Club XD

The Feast

2005-07-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

To shy to show them selves :P

Dunno watz wrong wif them...

Choir members enjoying the feast :D

Pretty Choirers

2005-07-29T20:34:00.000+08:00

Yam Sing!!!!!

2005-07-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

Yam~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Sing~~~~~~!

Mixie!

2005-07-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

The combination of sopranos n altos

Our dear teacher...Pn.Wong

2005-07-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

Me, My daughter n granddaughter n great grand daughter n Pn.Wong

Choirers

2005-07-29T18:12:00.000+08:00

All certified Choirers!!!

The Music Club of 2005

2005-07-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

This is a big family called Music Club
(29.7.2005)

2005-07-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

My Good o' Family

2005-07-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

Let me see...from the left...my grand daughter May Shuen n Ee Laine, erm...phooi fun is too old, not in listXD...the er Mei Yee n then my great grand daughter Sue Yi...n then my daughter...Suet Yin...this is wat i call thei 全家福!!!! :P

2005-07-29T17:42:00.000+08:00

This is our secretary~~~who always trying to avoid from the camera :7

2005-07-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

This is wat we call In mandarin..."kong Dong De Yen Shen"
My Bro says...terrible look XD

2005-07-29T17:37:00.000+08:00

Cleaning up the mess...

2005-07-29T17:33:00.000+08:00

One of my very best grand daughter which i'm proud of :)=

Grand Daughters

2005-07-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

tada! My Grand Daughters!!! suddently feel soooo old...

2005-07-29T17:21:00.001+08:00

Havin fun wif my camera after the gathering :P

2005-07-29T16:58:00.001+08:00

ok...let me intro the only comittee member who always hiding the camera...Yeong Chia!!!!! look...the centre wan a...

Yay! Successful Performance!!!

2005-06-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah! first time official performance taday is very successful!!! :D

It's worth 2 weeks non-stop of practising!!!! sooo happy :P

The Forever Young Pianist

2005-05-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

Exhausted Holiday XD

2005-03-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

i'm at the edge of dying this week...training madly thro' the whole week except thurs =.=
now...i've almost lost my normal voice...well, keep shouting around ain't something fun when ur throat doesn't support it -.-"
jus hope my effort pays...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2005-02-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

To all buddies boddies byddies biddies beddies n so on...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! XD

THOSE WHO DRIVE HOME...B CAREFUL PPL...COZ I STILL WANNA SEE YA AFETR CHINESE NEW YEAR :p

Marching... =.=||

2005-01-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

stayed back today to train those marchers...well, they're a little bit better than other houses...only there's 2 of them causing problems (headache!!!)...their morale r very high...especially the girls, they shouted so loud that my ears pain when i stand next to them...one thing i worried for them theat they may loose voice...i bet all of the girls r havin sorthroat now =.=" according to my experience, wel, they'll really take time to shout next time -.-" now wat we don't hav is time..we've got not enuf time!!! time is more precious than gold now!!!