Thursday, September 27, 2007

Gathering @ 22 Sept



This round gathering, there’s only 3 of us. We originally planned this to celebrate Song’s birthday. But unfortunately, he wasn’t free today. Without Song, things get quite quiet as I’m usually the listener coz I do enjoy listening :P

After picking up San, we went all the way to Cheras Leisure Mall walk around, while I was appointed the task of figuring out where we should have our lunch ==| Finally when I can’t reach a decision, Yin gave me two choices: 1.Chinese food at Dragon Restaurant; 2.Western food at Deli France. Since I was tired of eating western food lately, I picked the first choice. What I didn’t expect was Dragon Restaurant is a high class Chinese restaurant and High class = expensive!!! The girls gave a very high verdict on the 小笼包 and the ramen, and I do like the food there, it’s fantastic. Especially 小笼包 which I can say is extremely delicious XD

We took a little moment chit chatting in the restaurant. We chat about lots of stuff some laughs and well, I’m mostly the listener again J. We left the restaurant when we saw there were more people coming in. We decided to go for some arcade game. I wanted to play para-para but I arms still hurts since I played it 2 days ago so I gave for fearing I won’t be able to drive later ==|| We played some games, have some fun time and then go for some place for some drinks.

One our way to Mong Kok Restaurant, the girls went in some shops to look around and I took the chance to find a present for Janice. The girls saved my headache by giving me a hand on that as I’m not good at picking presents :P Then, we picked up another present for Song’s birthday which I won’t mention at the moment :D

Finally, the girls got tired and we march all the way into Mong Kok, took some drink, chit chat, jokes, laughs, photos and we took off around 5.30pm as I need to attend Janice’s birthday party later at Millennium Square at PJ and I need to send the girls back home, safely :P

Meeting them again has certainly brightened up my spirit as I was quite down after those chain events during my exam period and study week. I appreciate Yin for comforting me after I told her those events and their company for the day. It keeps my mind off those events. I’m glad to have these friends.

Monday, September 24, 2007

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

失去她...

昨天,我和KC聊天。谈话中他告诉我,她有了男友。听了后,我傻了…我问KC多几次,问他是否她自己承认。每当KC答“是”,我的心就像被什么东西狠狠打一下。挂线后,想了很久,终于拿起了手提,send了个短讯问她。搞了整个半夜,她都没有告诉我KC说的是否真的。我怎么问也问不出来。结果我就告诉她“如果不想说就别说吧”然后就专心温习。我还有一丝希望KC说的不是真的。

我就抱着这个希望,直到今早。十一点半,她终于回讯给我。短讯中她告诉我KC说的是真的。我顿时觉得我的心掉进了无底深崖;我觉得我失去了方向。中六毕业后以来鼓舞我努力向上的力量、开心的泉源消失了。我失去了向前走的最大动力。过后的一阵子,我根本不能专心温习;就这样望着笔记,心里不断地想起她。和朋友吃了午饭后觉得心情好了一些,就继续温习。但我一静下来,脑海中就想起那件事。最后我只有拿出MP3把声量开到最大来听才能专心。

回家的路上,我一边驾车,脑海中就一直闪过每一次我想表白却又不敢的时刻,同时我也想了很多事情。我完全不知道我该怎么办。我下了一个决定,我决定把这伤透的心情先收藏起来。我要等我的大考过了后,才让自己慢慢的发泄…

路,是必须走下去的。但从此以后,我将不再会是从前的我…I will go on without her, but I will never be the one I used to be。但要放下她,就要看我自己了。那就留到大考后才慢慢来吧…