Sunday, February 01, 2009

3年,一个想法,一个信念

3年前,当我刚进大学时,我有个想法:
我要从新开始;从新做人,从新开始学习,从新认识别人,从新学习对待别人。

3年前,当我做临教时,我学到一个信念:
做人要不耻下问,努力就有回报。

3年间,这一个想法、这一个信念,一直陪伴我度过每一个难熬的时刻;
每当我遇到新的事情,这个想法帮我克服了我对未来的恐惧;
每当我想放弃,这一个信念就会浮现在我脑海,仿佛在给我走下去的力量;又仿佛点明了照明灯,为我指出方向。

3年间,我的想法、我的信念遇过不少的考验,挑战着我对这个想法、这个信念的坚持。

3年间
我尽量从别的立场去想一件事,
我尽量用不同的态度对待每个人,
我尽量用不同角度去看一件事情,
我尽量去学习放下一些不该在意的事,
但是回头一望,每件事都好像跟之前没什么分别,
我不禁怀疑我到底有没有贯彻我的想法。

3年间
我尽力追赶但却超越不了自己,
我眼白白的看着我的努力被浪费掉,
我很无奈的看着我的努力换来别人的冷眼,
我看着有人没有努力过但得到超越我的成绩,
我不禁怀疑我的信念到底是否正确。

最后一个学期到了,毕业论文截止日期一步步接近,
但我失去了方向,我渐渐失去对这个想法、这个信念的坚持。

在这个新的一年,我希望我可以找回我对对这个想法、这个信念的坚持,也希望大家都有支持你们走下去的东西。

祝大家:
农历新年快乐

Thursday, October 16, 2008

The "Day"

Finally, after 3 weeks of loathing around, our thesis project has started. Our first problem was whether we have our SharePoint which eventually we ended up being required to meet the PIKOM board of executives(which consists of the bosses from various corporations such like Microsoft!) during their meeting at 10-12pm by Thursday at and ask the SharePoint for ourselves ==|

So there we go, we went all the way to Phileo Damansara II in PJ to meet the PIKOM committee. As this isn’t the first time that I’m attending an official, business-like meeting, though the meetings I attended in my internship days weren’t attended by so many big shots like this, I wasn’t as nervous as I ought to be.

When we arrived at the PIKOM office, we found out that we were the first ones to arrive (so much for worrying being late ==|). As the usual Malaysian-style meetings, most of the attendees were late. The meeting didn’t officially start until 45 minutes later. Those who attended the meeting were Ms. Shamini (the coach of the Intern Psychology Students previous semester), Mr. Cheong (our forever-full-of-surprises CyberCare coach and client of our project), Chairman of PIKOM known as C.J., Alex, representative from HP Malaysia, Yasmin (Managing Director of Microsoft Malaysia), and various other PIKOM staff and representative from other corporations

At the beginning of the meeting, as they were waiting for Yasmin and Alex, we were questioned for the purpose of our attendance. It was an adrenaline moment as once Shamini asked “the” question, everyone, including CJ were looking at us, waiting for an answer. We were dumb struck, stunned for a moment as we did not see this coming so soon. I recovered from the stunned moment and started answering the question while facing the CJ.

At this very moment, all I have in my mind is “I have to do this, I must answer as best as I could, I must show confidence…” With all the confidence I can show on my face, I answered
“We’re here today because we need to know if we have the SharePoint so that we know whether we should proceed on our project with it or we move on using Google.”
Silence…after a moment (which feels like millenniums), CJ nodded and answered
“We’ll see what we can do, and you’ll have to tell Yasmin when she’s here.”

Right after CJ spoke, Yasmin come in and took the sit beside him and looked around the meeting table, scanning every attendees of the meeting while exchanging casual jokes and greetings with some of the attendees. When her eyes came spotted us, she looked at us with a little bit of surprise. Catching the perfect moment, Shamini repeated “the” question and again, I gave the answer in a slightly different version while looking into Yasmin’s eyes to show that we’re serious for what we’re asking for. After that, Shamini asked a few more question regarding the deadline of our project and duration of our project which was answered by our project manager, Zaif who was obviously nervous while trying his very best to show his confidence.

After we’ve answered the questions from Ms. Shamini and Mr. Cheong, Yasmin took a moment to look at four of us, nodded and answered
“I’ll look into it.”
As the meeting proceeded, Mr. Cheong started to present the results of CyberCare’s previous project which involves the intern Psychology Students from previous semester. At a point when yasmin was asking questions of scalability of the project and whether the community project can involve adults instead of just children, they started to round her up opinions and suggestions which partly also involves our request. CJ even went as far as asking her to give us a place to work at Microsoft!!! In KLCC!!!!

She considered a moment while others were still voicing out and smiled, took a brief look at us and told them
“I’ll have to ask Tyson about this, once he said can then we can do it”

After the end of the meeting, My mind when blank, I can’t believe it is happening this way, I totally didn’t see this coming! 2 hours ago, we don’t know if we got the SharePoint for our project, we don’t know if we have a server to work with, and we don’t know where we’re going to work on our project…and now, we have a confirmation that we’ll get the SharePoint, they’ve already have a server prepared and ready for us, and the best part, we might get to work on our project inside Microsoft!!!
For this much, I must thank the few people (including Ms. Shamini and Mr. Cheong) in the meeting who helped us on our requests by giving their precious opinions which lead to Yasmin giving that much of promise to us. I truly am looking forward into starting our project.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

哀悼四川灾难牺牲者

I dedicate this song to those who survived the disaster at 四川, China. May the deceased rest in peace and may those who survived live strong through their days.


Mariah Carey: Bye Bye

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

人格?

九型人格分析
第一型完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使
16%
第六型忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型
15%
第五型智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型
13%
第九型和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者
13%
第四型藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者
10%
第七型快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型
10%
第二型助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型
10%
第八型領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型
7%
第三型成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型
6%



第一型:
你是典型的完美主義者。你事事追求完美,很少講出稱讚的說話,很多時會對自己或是對身邊的人批評。因為你對自己的有很高的標準,給自己很大壓力,很少放鬆自己去盡情的玩、開心的笑。
主要特徵:

* 內心的正確標準變成嚴格的自我要求,不斷產生自責的思想。。
* 只接受和做正确的事情。
* 在自身的高層道德和倫理觀念上擁有堅定的信念。要求自己做芸芸眾生中少數的能做正確事情的人。
* 對於那些不符合正確標準的需要置之不理。
* 在思想上把自己同他人比較:「我比他們強還是差?」同時很在意他人的批評
* 做決定時猶豫不決,害怕做出錯誤的決定。
* 在家裡,會事事操心;出到外面,會盡情玩樂。
* 有時會變成事後諸葛,在事情發生後,意識到潛在的完美可能,「想想看原本應該是多麼完美。」而感到失落。

代表人物:柏拉圖、甘地、戈爾

第六型:
你會是一個很好的員工,因為你很忠心盡責。安全感對你來說是很重要的,因此當遇到新的人和事,都會令你產生恐懼、不安的感覺。基於這種恐懼不安,凡事你都會作最壞打算,換句話說,你為人都比較悲觀,也較易去逃避了事。
主要特徵:

* 推延行動,用思想代替行動。
* 工作無法善始善終。 。
* 忘記對成功和快樂的追求。
* 對權威的極端態度,要麼順從,要麼反抗。
* 懷疑他人的動機。尤其是權威人士的動機。
* 認同被壓迫者的反抗事業。
* 對於被壓迫者或者強大的領導者表現出忠誠和責任。
* 害怕直接發火。把自己的怒氣歸罪於別人。·
* 疑心很重。
* 在環境中搜索能夠解釋內在恐懼感的線索。
* 通過強大的想像力和專一的注意力來獲得直覺,這兩種能力都來自於內心的恐懼。

Tagged

遊戲規則

A. 被點到名字的要在自己的blog裡寫下自己的答案, 然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再加上一個你的問題, 仍然組成20個問題, 傳給其他8個人, 列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字, 還要到這8個人的blog裡留言通知對方-- 你被點名了, 被點名者不得拒絕回答問題, 完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福.

B. 這8個人要在自己的blog裡註明是從哪裡接到的, 並且再傳給其他8個人, 讓遊戲繼續下去, 不得回傳. 被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福, 并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现.

1. 每年出國旅遊期望次數?
越多越好

2. 最近最鬱悶的事?
怎样达到人生目标:移民

3. 現在當下你最想念的一個人?
此人就在我眼前,何必多此一举 :P

4. 最想珍惜的人/ 事是什麼?
朋友和家人

5. 如果你是1億元彩頭的得主?
拿到才说吧

6. 你現在最想擁有的是什麼?
潇洒自在,无忧无虑的日子

7. 你最想学的外语?
我什么外语都想学

8. 過去十年你最開心的時刻?
中六时代

9. 戀人/ 老公/ 老婆/ 最好的朋友, 讓你最欣賞的優點是什麼?
很难说

10. 如果時光能倒流10年, 你能改變一件事情, 你會做什麼?
算起来很多,要说哪一件呢?

11. 你最喜歡自己哪一個部位?
从来没想过。

12. 十年以後, 你想過什麼樣的生活? 你打算如何實現呢?
清闲自在。努力做好自己因该做的。

13. 接下來最想去旅行的國家或城市, 為什麼?
澳洲/英国/纽西兰。环境清静,干净,听说人很友善。

14. 如果可以自由選擇, 你最想居住在哪個國家/ 城市?
欧洲/纽西兰。

15. 如果有個很想他/ 她消失的人, 那個人會是誰?
好多啊~都是些人渣

16. 對於現在的環境, 最不滿意的是..
太多了,不想提。总之不想留在这边就对了。

17. 想祝福的人。(自己的问题)
家人,朋友和她。

18 最想得到却得不了的事物?
清闲自在的日子。

19 当下最烦恼的是什么?
FYP~~~

8个幸运儿:珊,莹,茵,议,Angie,其他三个,谁看到这个blog就谁中奖 XD。

Sunday, March 02, 2008

鯊魚


1986 年 10 月 28 日出生的人是"鯊魚"

基本習性→好勝心強、行動迅速是鯊魚特質的人。頭腦轉動得非常快,而且身手矯健、好奇心旺盛,對任何事都有強烈的嘗試慾望。但是一旦認為不可行,便會馬上放棄。另外、還有一個特徵就是他們比任何人都具有野心,追求成功的慾望非常強烈。

優缺點→不怕遭遇挫折,因此不論戀愛或工作都勇於挑戰。凡事都往好處想,就算遇到不如意的事也不會悶悶不樂是其優點;缺點是態度過於自大,傾向於太過自信。

愛情觀→鯊魚特質的人在戀愛方面屬於挑剔型,常會要求對方符合他的標準,但他也是屬於能夠給對方許多自由空間的類型。

速配職業→因為鯊魚類型者是敏捷、乾脆的人,適合講究速度及高效率的工作。例如證券營業員,能做出超水準的成果;另外也適合活用天生的運動神經的體育方面的工作,例如健身指導員或救生員。

◎適用的釣餌→鯊魚類型的人非常討厭聽到消極的言論。當他的愛情遭受挫折時順利進行時,與其告訴他「你當初不要和他分手就好了…」,不如說「你下次會遇見更好的人喔﹗」積極樂觀的話,對他們較有鼓舞的作用。

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

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Schizoid Disorder:Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:Moderate
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Histrionic Disorder:Moderate
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Avoidant Disorder:High
Dependent Disorder:High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

恐怖 ==|

Myidk.com鑑定結果
您的精神年齡36歲
與您實際年齡差15歲

幼稚度56%

成熟度57%

老化度50%

宣傳給朋友: http://myidk.com/age.php
我的妈呀~~~精神年龄竟然与实际年龄相差这么大 ==

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

新年?

新年对每一个人都有不同的意义:
新年可以是“全新一年”
新年可以是“新的希望”
新年可以是“新的开始”
新年可以是“老一年了”

对我来说,新年,没什么特别意义
日子,照样过
学业,照样忙
爱情,失去目标(别问我,我还在很努力的想放下她)
家人,大家都好(这算是最好的事)
经济,还在靠着父母(绝对不是好事)
朋友,
一些不懂去了哪里
一些太忙了
一些失去联络了
一些出国了
剩下叫得出来的,十个手指数得出来
喝茶?唉!算了吧~~

每年都差不多一样,看来今年也应该不会有什么改变

我总听到一些对生活充满希望的人说:新的一年,新的希望,新的开始
那我就走着瞧吧


祝大家新年快乐

Friday, December 28, 2007

朋友啊…

我有位朋友出国深造了,
另一位好朋友为他的离开伤心落泪。

他,
是我中四到中六的同班同学,
是班上少数对我孤僻的个性没偏见的同学;
他,
是我另一位好朋友的男友,
是她的依靠。


我只能祝你一帆风顺,学业有成。

她,
是我这生人交到的少数好朋友之一,
是少数我可以毫无戒备谈话的人,
她,
因为失去依靠,对未来的路失去信心,
为他们以后难以见面伤心,
为他们之间的一些问题失望,
为他的离开依依不舍至落泪。


我,
只能安慰你,
希望你能早日放下难过的心情,
只能鼓励你,
希望你能勇敢的面对未来的路。

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

女人最想要什麼?一篇很棒的童話喔!

年輕的雅瑟王在一次與鄰國的戰爭中戰敗被俘。


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如果不答應這個條件,就要被終身囚禁。

她的問題是:「女人最想要什麼?」


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8Z8A,y5}:a1X;\TVBNOW 論壇葛溫想了一想以堅定的語氣回答。
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其實、女人最想要的應該是......
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Monday, November 26, 2007

晚餐...

今天老爸心血来潮,竟然带我们去沙登吃豆腐羹。过后才告诉我原来他想补庆妈妈的生日。就这样我么全家人浩浩荡荡的去了沙登旧街场吃豆腐羹。

那间餐厅还是和以前一样,迟到了就人山人海。坐下来点了菜后,我们才后悔坐在冷气区里。因为里面坐满了人,大家又有将大声喊将大声,我们坐在角落罢了都被吵得很头痛 ==||

但吃了那绝对无法忘怀的豆腐羹后,这一切都是值得的。我一家人好久没有轻轻松松的吃一餐了,以前总是匆匆忙忙的吃了就走,一点都不享受。所以这次是难得一次的晚餐,因为老爸心情出奇的好,大家也吃得相当高兴,也没有赶着吃赶着走(豆腐羹的力量真不赖!!)。值得一记得阖家晚餐。 :D

Monday, October 01, 2007

假期…

假期过了一个星期, 但我还是放不下她。我不动Friendster MSN,也不再去看她的部落格。因为我害怕,我害怕万一我见到她的名字、看到关于的东西后,我又会想起她、想念她、更加放不下她。我是个善忘的人。但是想要忘记她、放下她,真的好难,好难…

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Gathering @ 22 Sept



This round gathering, there’s only 3 of us. We originally planned this to celebrate Song’s birthday. But unfortunately, he wasn’t free today. Without Song, things get quite quiet as I’m usually the listener coz I do enjoy listening :P

After picking up San, we went all the way to Cheras Leisure Mall walk around, while I was appointed the task of figuring out where we should have our lunch ==| Finally when I can’t reach a decision, Yin gave me two choices: 1.Chinese food at Dragon Restaurant; 2.Western food at Deli France. Since I was tired of eating western food lately, I picked the first choice. What I didn’t expect was Dragon Restaurant is a high class Chinese restaurant and High class = expensive!!! The girls gave a very high verdict on the 小笼包 and the ramen, and I do like the food there, it’s fantastic. Especially 小笼包 which I can say is extremely delicious XD

We took a little moment chit chatting in the restaurant. We chat about lots of stuff some laughs and well, I’m mostly the listener again J. We left the restaurant when we saw there were more people coming in. We decided to go for some arcade game. I wanted to play para-para but I arms still hurts since I played it 2 days ago so I gave for fearing I won’t be able to drive later ==|| We played some games, have some fun time and then go for some place for some drinks.

One our way to Mong Kok Restaurant, the girls went in some shops to look around and I took the chance to find a present for Janice. The girls saved my headache by giving me a hand on that as I’m not good at picking presents :P Then, we picked up another present for Song’s birthday which I won’t mention at the moment :D

Finally, the girls got tired and we march all the way into Mong Kok, took some drink, chit chat, jokes, laughs, photos and we took off around 5.30pm as I need to attend Janice’s birthday party later at Millennium Square at PJ and I need to send the girls back home, safely :P

Meeting them again has certainly brightened up my spirit as I was quite down after those chain events during my exam period and study week. I appreciate Yin for comforting me after I told her those events and their company for the day. It keeps my mind off those events. I’m glad to have these friends.

Monday, September 24, 2007

51% addiction!?

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

失去她...

昨天,我和KC聊天。谈话中他告诉我,她有了男友。听了后,我傻了…我问KC多几次,问他是否她自己承认。每当KC答“是”,我的心就像被什么东西狠狠打一下。挂线后,想了很久,终于拿起了手提,send了个短讯问她。搞了整个半夜,她都没有告诉我KC说的是否真的。我怎么问也问不出来。结果我就告诉她“如果不想说就别说吧”然后就专心温习。我还有一丝希望KC说的不是真的。

我就抱着这个希望,直到今早。十一点半,她终于回讯给我。短讯中她告诉我KC说的是真的。我顿时觉得我的心掉进了无底深崖;我觉得我失去了方向。中六毕业后以来鼓舞我努力向上的力量、开心的泉源消失了。我失去了向前走的最大动力。过后的一阵子,我根本不能专心温习;就这样望着笔记,心里不断地想起她。和朋友吃了午饭后觉得心情好了一些,就继续温习。但我一静下来,脑海中就想起那件事。最后我只有拿出MP3把声量开到最大来听才能专心。

回家的路上,我一边驾车,脑海中就一直闪过每一次我想表白却又不敢的时刻,同时我也想了很多事情。我完全不知道我该怎么办。我下了一个决定,我决定把这伤透的心情先收藏起来。我要等我的大考过了后,才让自己慢慢的发泄…

路,是必须走下去的。但从此以后,我将不再会是从前的我…I will go on without her, but I will never be the one I used to be。但要放下她,就要看我自己了。那就留到大考后才慢慢来吧…

Saturday, August 11, 2007

SMKSS Music Club 2007

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Busy Days

Its real tough semester ==|| just for these past 2 weeks...5 exams, 3 assignment deadlines!!!

When I thought I can finally take a breath, I look at the calendar and OMG!!! Its week 10~~~!! 4 more weeks from finals!!! Great, now I have to start my revisions for my finals as planned. When can tale a break~~~

Friday, July 13, 2007

Extreme Accurate Zodiac

Below are true descriptions of zodiacsigns, with traits from a book written35 years ago by an astrologistpredictions. Read your sign, thenforward it on, with your zodiac signand label on the subject line.

AQUARIUS - The One that WaitsDominant in relationships. Someoneloves them right now. Always Wants thelast word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to.Everything you ever wanted. Easy toplease. The one and only. 7 Years ofbad luck if you do not repost.

PISCES -The AddictEXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Lovesto joke. Very Good sense of humor.Energetic. Predict future. GREATkisser. Always get what they want.Attractive. Easy going. Loves being inlong relationship. Talkative.Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luckif you do not repost.

LEO - The Coolest oneNice to everyone they meet. Their Loveis one of a kind. Silly, Fun andsweet. Have own unique appeal. Mostcaring person Ever meet! however notthe kind of person you wanna messwith... u might end up crying... 9years of bad luck if you do not repost.

GEMINI - The LiarOutgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Notone to mess with. Funny. Excellentkisser EXTREMELY adorable. Lovesrelationships,Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luckif you do not repost.

CANCER - Does It In The WaterTrustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremelyenergetic. Unpredictable. Will exceedyour expectations. Especially withyour mom. Not a Fighter, But willKnock your lights out. 2 years of badluck if you do not repost.

ARIES- The IrresistibleNice Love is one of a kind. Greatlisteners Very Good in bed... Lovernot a fighter, but will still knockyou out. Trustworthy. Always happy.Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERYFORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has abeautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THEMOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luckif you do not repost.

SAGITTARIUS-The LionGreat talker. Attractive andpassionate. Laid back. Knows how toHave fun. Is really good at almostanything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.Attractive. Loud. Loves being in longrelationships. Talkative. Not one tomess with. Rare to find. Good whenfound. 7 years of bad luck if you donot repost.

TAURUS- The CutieMost Amazing kisser. Very high appeal.Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.Most caring person you will ever meet!Entirely creative. Extremely randomand proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.Great at telling Stories. Not aFighter, But will Knock your lightsout if it comes down to it. Someoneyou should hold on to. 12 years of badluck if you do not repost.

LIBRA - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. High appeal. Has the lastword. Good to find, hard to keep. Funto be around. Extremely weird but in agood way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or shewants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of badluck if you do not repost.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate LoverLove to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible. Loves being in longrelationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. Cool. Lovesto own Geminis' in sports. Extremelyfun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years ofbad luck if you do not repost.

SCORPIO - Aggressive.Loves being in long relationships.Likes to give a good fight for whatthey want. Extremely outgoing. Lovesto help people in times of need. Goodkisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Acaring person. One of a kind. Not oneto mess with. Are the most attractivepeople on earth! 15 years of bad luckif you do not repost.

VIRGO- The Promiscuous OneSpontaneous. High appeal. Rare tofind. Great when found. Loves being inlong relationships. So much love togive. Not one to mess with.Verypretty.2 yrs of bad luck if u nvrrepost

Monday, June 11, 2007

New installed Vista Ultimate!!!!


I just installed my Vista Ultimate which took me quite some time to download the patches n fixes upgrades for my peripherals n softwares to work with Vista and tada~~~here's how it looks like now!!! XD

Sunday, June 10, 2007

A Micro Vision

The Hopewell family was first on their block to buy each new product. They had even brought home a robot-though Ed Hopewell got his money back when the Bulatron summoned the police every time he came home late from the office.
Their latest acquisition was the Intelligent Processing Superluminal Integratron, billed as "the very last computer you'll ever want to own." The small black box now sat on the table next to an odd-looking helmet. Deciding not to wait for his wife to return from driving the kids to school, Ed flipped up the screenand donned the helmet. A small spot of laser light appeared.
"Hey!" Ed exclaimed. "It actually works!"
OF COURSE, intoned an androgynous voice.
Ed stared at the machine. "Who said that?"
I DID, answered IPSI. I AM DECODING YOUR BRAIN WAVES.
A little nervous now, Ed glanced down at the box and noticed a small red button. He pushed it.
AH, YOU HAVE ACTIVATED THE TEMPORAL RELEASE, IPSI recited. IN LIEU OF ORDINARY ELECTRICAL SIGNALS, MY SUPERLIMINAL PROCESSOR USES TACHYONS, OR PARTICLES THAT TRAVEL FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT. WHATEVER TRAVELS FASTER THAN LIGHT ALSO TRAVELS BACK IN TIME. MY SP, THEREFORE, WILL ENABLE ME TO ANSWER QUESTIONS BEFORE YOU ASK THEM.
"That's impossible," said Ed. "What if I want the answer to-"
FOUR, the machine intoned.
"-two plus two," Ed finished. "Well, if-"
IF I AM SO INTELLIGENT, CAN I COMMENT ON THE COMMODITIES MARKET? CERTAINLY. YOUR INVESTMENT IN SOUTH AFRICAN OSTRICH FEATHERS WILL BRING MRS. HOPEWELL A TIDY PROFIT.
"Mrs. Hope-"
AS YOUR BENEFICIARY ... YOU SEE, MR. HOPEWELL, MY PROCESSOR HAS INFORMED ME OF YOUR IMMINENT DEMISE.
Ed sat frozen in his chair. "My immi "
THREE POINT EIGHT-OH MINUTES FROM NOW, YOU WILL PROCEED DOWN SYCAMORE AVENUE. YOU WILL DRIVE INTO THE PATH OF A LARGE TRUCK WITH FAULTY BRAKES.
"But it doesn't have to be that way!" Ed cried.
THE UNIVERSE MAY AT TIMES BE RATHER UNPREDICTABLE ON THE SUBATOMIC LEVEL, BUT IT IS QUITE FORESEEABLE ON THE LEVEL OF DIURNAL EXISTENCE. YOU WILL LEAVE SHORTLY.
Tearing off the helmet, Ed got up and disconnected the machine. Why should he listen to the ravings of a pile of silicon?
Still, it's never a good idea to tempt fate, he thought as he drifted out to the driveway to check for rain. He would not go into work today. No, he would spend the day tending to nice, safe chores. Settling himself behind the steering wheel, he began a mental list. "It's a good time to get those screens up," he said aloud. "Maybe paint the porch," he added as he turned the key in the ignition.

RICHARD GRIGONIS

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Her Birthday Celebration












Saturday, May 19, 2007

Wonderful Night

Here's the day…I was looking at the clock the whole day, waiting for 6.30pm to come. I did some housework; fetch my little brother for badminton class and went for bath. Then I just simply pick a novel, waiting time to pass which every minute seems like a century =_=|| When the clock strikes 6.10, I went for preparations…clothes, tickets, etc…and messaged her before I got in the car. And the whole process goes on with my parents keep nagging me of watching out at night (which I know they’re worried at my safety). After she replied, I fetch her up at her house and I drove all the way to KLCC.

I decided to try out the SMART tunnel to see if the traffic is really as smooth as I was supposed to be and yup, I managed to get near the KLCC entrance in 10 minutes where the traffic starts to turn bad for a while before I drive into the car park. Despite of the traffic congestion in town centre, I have to admit SMART tunnel did a good job on smothering the traffic which saves us a lot of time.

We went for a half hour pre-concert event which turned out to be some interview on tonight’s guest conductor: Paul Daniel. Because it was just only the few of us, instead of talking on the stage, they came down to the audience seats for the interview which is more like a chat where Paul Daniel tells us about his past experience and occasionally some jokes. After the event ended, we walked around the ground floor chatting, waiting time to pass.

Then we got into the MPO hall again for the performance. The performance goes very well. The first performance was Richard Strauss’s Till Eulenspiegel Merry Pranks (Op. 28). The Second performance was Felix Mendelson’s Piano Concerto No.1 in G minor (Op. 25) played by Steven Osborn and the last performance was Brahms’s Serenade No.1 in D (Op. 11) which, although it’s not meant to be…a symphony. I especially liked the piano concerto played by Steven Osborne and only after the performance, do I now why she loves it.

The idea of asking her out for tonight is to let her enjoy the performance, relax for the night, celebrate her coming birthday and etc. Through out the performance, I can see her happily listening at the music played by the orchestra and enjoying the piano concerto which she loved so much. And that’s the most important thing. I’m glad to see her enjoying the performance. After all, the whole thing is about making her enjoy the night performance.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Friday Night

next Monday is a special day for her...her birthday. I was scratching my head since last last week, thinking what kinda surprise i can give her...finally, orchestra is the answer. So i flip through the 06/07 MPO calendar and tada...MPO series right at this weekend which i recalled she didn't managed to get tickets for that.

I decided to go today, concerning of the ticket availability, her availability and most importantly, possibility of maximizing the surprise :P but when i reached there, only then i found out they've got plenty of spaces ==|| should have gone tomorrow...but never mind, when i asked her for that performance at Friday after i confirmed the availability, i can hear that she's quite surprised (satisfied~~~ XD) and took her around an hour or so to give me a reply and i'm wondering what caused that *hmm....*

While waiting for her surprise, i went "treasure hunting" at Kinokuniya and very satisfactorily hunted few books before her reply comes. I admit i was a bit nervous of her answer...lucky me, she can make it XD so I got to MPO at once to get the tickets and went all my way to Borders at Times Square for some relax time :P and i am looking forward to this Friday :D

Saturday, May 12, 2007

母亲节...

昨天在家里闲着没事做,就跑去附近的Endah Parade走走,也顺便找个母亲节礼物给妈妈。走完整个商场,结果买了一双耳环和一条项链为了佩耳环和项链的颜色,我把店员搞得团团转还找她帮看 -_-|| 没办法啦,本人很少买礼物给女生,就失败到连我妈喜欢什么款式的项链首饰都不懂,所以只好请店员小姐帮帮眼,找最好看得啦


过后,我决定再买些其他东西来掩饰,以免让我那大嘴的小弟四处广播我买的礼物,破坏我准备好的惊喜。结果我就买了两本漫画,在把礼物好好的放在装漫画的袋里。回到家后我才发现,我满以为我还没买的漫画竟然是我在考试前买的那两本!!!气煞我也 >.< 不过也算了,反正之前买的那两本不知给我二弟拿去那里了,就拿来当收藏。

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Last Subject!!!

Finally~~~ my last subject of the whole scary horryfying test is right here. After this, i'll be free for 3 weeks!!! Cheers~~~

Saturday, April 07, 2007

April Gathering (2007)


It’s two months since our little famili gather up. Meeting them again is definitely happy as I’m getting quite in a bad shape and sort of loosing hope on certain stuffs these dayshow should I put it…some times, tiredness and unco-operating group mates does make me feels so...there are sometimes i even think of suiciding…in this kind of time, the happiness of meeting these close friends does motivates me …I’m not that negative as I was the days before I met them.

This time the one who is late is…caused by the late-begin Vista Launch at my uni’s FICT….guess it’s because of those big shot VIPs(so-called)…I sped all my way to One Utama. Which I’ve never been to alone…and thanks to Kilmasis, I’ve been able to get there :P Because I was so “dismantled” these days, I don’t even knew that I went to the wrong cinema…instead of going GSC, I went all my way to TGV waiting and ended up rushing all my way to GSC when they arrived ==||

After movie, we’ve decided to go for dinner at desa sri hartamas. Guess what we had for dinner? Korean food~~~ XD and it tastes good!!! We ordered some kinda pork hot pot, wine grilled BBQ pork and a stewed kimchi…that was a very satisfying dinner…great food, nice environment and most importantly, chatting with these closest friends of mine I would’ve ever got in my whole life…fantastic. Thought it was the first time I eat Korean food but it doesn’t tasted weird (like what my other friends told me). Instead, I love it and the credit goes to the girls who recommended it.

After dinner, we walked around desa sri hartamas, exploring what restaurants they have in that area and we found a club…SODA…took some pictures there, then we walked around, took some Italian desert at MG's cafe. There's a very beautifully designed fountain at the inner dining area, so we decided to take a photo there...and i accidentally hit one of those pots into the pool when i was rushing to my position ==|| after the camera finally clicked, we all look at the pool, with the pot floating in it and we laughed while i pick up the pot, pour aff the water in it and place it back to its assumed-original-position :P

later on, we went to Starbucks at Times Square for some drink. There was a terrible traffic congestion when we were almost reaching Times Square so i took a turn, thought that'll get us to Times Square faster but instead, we ended up taking a big round into Times Square.

When we leave I have to ask song to fetch the girls home as I had broke my promise to be back at home at 11.30pm…if it wasn’t that late, I’ll do the fetching no matter how…well, luckily Song drove his car.

The pot i accidentally bumped into the pool :P i picked it up and the girls took a photo of it "to remember it" :D

yeah~~~this was the dessert we took at...

tada!!! MG's cafe XD XD XD

Friday, February 23, 2007

2007 New Year Gathering

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Gathering

Our small little famili have the first gathering of the year...just right before Panda is leaving for Penang. Took some effords to plan this gathering and we did posponed it but anyhow, i'm glad we finally settled it.

As usual, we did screw the plan...no...i did screw the plan. I was supposed to reach Panda's home to fetch the girls at 9.30am but instead, i went out of my house at 9.30am and when we reach Time Squeare we met head on with the famous after 10 heavy traffic of that area. Panda has already booked a room at Neway at 11am...luckily after traffic jamming and parking hunting, we reached Neway only a bit later than 11am :P When Polar joined us...again, we screw the plan...instead of going for movie after Neway, we spent whole afternoon at Neway. when we came out of Neway, my throat feels like a dessrt after hours and hours of singing XD

After 5.30pm, Polar went off for dinner...so i joined the girls walking around in Times Square till 6pm. Then we went to Momo Cafe near Panda's home which accorf=ding to her, used to be very famous...food and shop design...and i gave full credit for both...the food there is really delicious XD

After dinner, we chat for a while. We talked about how we meet each other and our childhoods...then only i realised Penguin and I we primary schoolmates!! When Panda told me about her Primary days...i actually envy her for having those kind of wonderful days as city kids like me will never be able to experience that.

When i flashed back how i first met them, when the time i decided to join them for Mr.Huan's tuition class that day...it is indeed a miracle :) I was glad that i can meet them in these extreme busy days. Sometimes meeting good old friends does refreshes me in these tiring days.

Monday, January 08, 2007

New Semester!!!

Finally, my 2nd semester starts...after 3 months of holidays well...mostly-extremely-bored holidays...i finally return to UTAR to continue my study. As what i used to do for years in school days...i reached uni around 7am, coppied my timetable near faculty office and take a seat at the canteen and start wondering where are my friends. Minutes later, i saw Ai Chen...one of my fellow coursemates walking towards me. the moment she saw me, she start asking al kinds of questions like where's the time table etc etc etc in an incredible speed which i already used to :P Later on, when she went for the time table, the rest of the gang comes in and too, went for the time table except for Stella (coz Si Kee is already there). We chat till the rest of the gang is back and we start comparing timetables. As i'm the only IA while others are CS so I discuss with them abt exchanging notes. Then we chat till 10am...when our classes started.

The rest of the time we spent meeting new lectures, listening thier course introductions and at same day, starting the lecture as i predicted. Jia Ming actually didn't quite trust me when i told him the lecturers ARE gonna start the lectures today :P

Later on when we wnet to Moral class...i found out i cant exempt this damned subject!!! when i messaged Stella, she told me the same goes to Malaysia education!!!! that's kind of a nightmare to me...i forgot my history, moral-classes-learned so called "Moral Values"...i thought i can leave them behind after my secondary and NOW...NOW they're back!!! Guess i can do anything but to adept =.=||

Anyway...coming back to studying days feels good compared to those days in that 3 months holidays where most of the time i'm even bored of my computer =_=|| Meeting back coursemates and friends feels good.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

My first acted short movie.

Weeks ago, Kilmasis asked me to join his another short movie making. Initially, i thought it's just another co-director job but the next moment, he told me that i will be one of the main characters in his movie! I was very surprised as i never expected he would ask me to act ==|| I was stunned for a short moment and i heard him saying something abt doing the shooting soon...the movie was abt Karma(not sure whether is this the spelling) well, not as bored as those you can find in those Buddhism books...it's abt the love story of a couple who ended up suiciding and promised each other to live together at thier next life...and of course, things wont turn out that good. This couple went thro quite lot of events which delayed their promised till the ?rd time of their reobrn and no, i wont take the trouble to tell the whole story XD you'll have to guess the story yourselves...muahahahaha! (evil i am :P)

We started the shooting last Sunday. The scenery taken includes Bukit Jalil Park, Kil's house(as usual), my house, Kil's uncle's office, some where near Shell Petrol station in Seri Petaling and the furthest one...a very quiet straight road near LKW College. Personally, i did had a lot of fun participating in this shooting and yes, i do enjoy it. We did a few "stunts" with mine and Kil's car, few "Ghost-appears!!!" scene well, some kissing scene and lot more...cant actually remember all of them ah yes...there's also a mom-scolding-daughter scene which my aunt was playing a role of the very fierce and scary mother and we did have a lot of attention from my neighbours and my already asleep grandma coz they need to shout real loud XD. Most of the scene...well, actually it's all but one scene was taken during night time around 9pm till 2am which spells my trouble...my dad...who's extremely stubborn abt his goind-out-night-time-is-dangerous theory ==|| if he didnt do so, we would've finnish the shooting a little bit faster. we finnshed our shooting 12am++ yesterday . i paid quite a heavy price for that...i cant use my car for a very long period as my dad was really pissed off BUT i do wonder when am i gonna join another of these shooting...it's so much fun XD XD XD I'm lovin' it!!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Birthday Celebration XD (4th Nov 06)

man…I love year ends especially this one…long holidays, lotsa out goings, family vacations and the most I’ve enjoyed: gathering with old friends XD .During Penguin and my birthday, everyone was either busy or out station. So, Panda and Polar planned to a belated celebration today. We went for Karaoke, Movie, and Dinner…and I am sure all of us do take the full advantage enjoying the day. Surprising part was my birthday present which I didn’t even think of receiving one :P They knew I love buying books so they secretly buy a Borders’ Cash Card (Very nice Design of course XD) and gave it to me “officially” at our dinner time which surprises me! At the next moment, it’s my turn to surprise Penguin with her birthday present which I took months to figure out but finally asks for Panda and Polar’s help. And that’s the element of things being so worthy here, we keep trying to surprise each other and in the process, we’re enjoying it and we learn more of each of us J what can i say...it's a miracle that i meet them :D

Sunday, November 19, 2006

跟老爸做工的日子

第一学期大考后,

懒了一阵子,

休息也休息够了,

出街也出闷了,

就连电脑也懒得开,

电视也懒得看了,

所以就干脆跟爸去做工。


第一个星期,

他带我和他的工人去陈秀莲一个刚建好的商业区做工。

我看着爸和他的工人细心的测量这特定位置的距离,

然后就在测量好的地点打钉再铺上洋灰。

我就负责在打了钉的地方做记号然后喷上红漆。

那时我心里想:哦!这就是土地测量吗?这还不容易吗?


后来爸的工人因为被人寻仇而逃掉了,

所以我就负责握测量镜和做记号的份。

由于我不能蹲太久,

所以每当我握小测量镜我就坐在地上。

起初非常的不习惯,

因为我老是给蚊虫叮到满身痒,

要不然就险些坐在狗粪上!

过了两个星期后,

这一切都习惯了。

习惯了在我身边飞过的蚊虫,

习惯了蹲久一些,

习惯了工地里外劳们好奇的眼光,

也习惯了早上超热的太阳。=_=||


跟着爸工作有时很辛苦,

不过却让我了解爸的工作,

也了解我爸是多么的辛苦。

而且当我们去工地时,

他会一一的向我说每条路的去向。

当爸有心情时,

他会带我去一些好吃的食档吃午餐。

老实说,我现在是满享受的XD

Friday, October 06, 2006

In Memory of a Great Teacher…Pn. Lim Hwee Nee

5th October 2006, 7pm…a candle lighter has left us forever…but she’ll live in everybody’s memory, her teachings won’t b forgotten by those whom she has inspired…

Let us close our eyes and be silent for a minute……give our blessings to a fallen candle lighter…Pn. Lim Hwee Nee…may she rest in peace…

Monday, October 02, 2006

A Little Meet Up XD

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Famili Gathering


3 months ago, there was a touching gathering b4 Panda left for study at Penang and we’ve celebrated her birthday. It’s like this gathering 3 months ago was decades ago as we’re all so very busy with our studies…as ppl said, time flies by when we’re extremely busy =.=|| Well…the gathering, as usual, plan was scratched few times to fit everybody’s time n me…the one who doesn’t know my way around :P

I was so happy to see these faces again and to the fact, I was excited I can hardly see any x-mates n frens’ faces as everybody are soooo very the busy. This gathering was actually held for purposes…first is of course, for the means of meeting up n the second, unknown to Polar, is to celebrate his birthday…the belated one :D

The thing was, at the last minute, only then we’ve remember that the present Panda bot fr Penang needs batteries to operate!!! N there we go round n round for 7-11s but we found none…then, the saviour…we found a pharmacy selling batteries XD we’ve arrived way earlier that Polar but bcoz of the battery-hunting session, we ended up meeting him later =.=||

We dined in a restaurant called GasOnline which is new according to…er…Penguin? Or Panda? I forgot…main point, it’s new…after ordering food, we’ve tried out my new camera with some what my favorite…photo session :P n then chatting while waiting for food. Although it’s only 3 months since we’ve gather up, I see some change in the gang…well, except Penguin…still the good old ‘she’…Polar, as to me, he’s gone more mature than he’s used to b, as for Panda, u can expect some modified sentence from some kinda prose once a while when talkin to her…kinda fun :D but this gathering, to me was nothing different from the days when we still form six…when we sit around for lunch few times a week when we go for tuition XD n I suddenly feel like getting back to those good old sec days where we’ve got less thing troubling us compared to these days :/

After dinner, Penguin jus “blink” Polar’s present out of thin air n gave it to him…he took few rounds of guessing b4 he opens the present…it wasn’t the best till when he realized what the present was…a fan for his hiking comin on later..well, of course it’s not ordinary fan…it’s a some kinda cartoon frog-fugures portable fan which the cartoon frog is his favorite. From his expression, I can see that he’s very touched :P the girls took some time to tell him what the fan can do…n then we joke around what can b done with it…as old days, we chat a long time after dinner b4 we leave…

I truly enjoy this gathering…well, wish everybody in the famili all d best :P n I’m looking forward for the next gathering :D

Friday, September 22, 2006

In Memory Of My Family's Fish...

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

END of the Great Battle

Finally~~~the final tests are over…I can finally enjoy my time with my new computer…although I wasn’t able to set up the internet connection but I’m still ale to play loads of games XD I spend almost the whole day playing on some old games which the older computer cant work on…it was so much fun XD

The past 2 and ½ week was very disasterous… the test, the revision, the worries…it was really stressing…I’m really glad that the test was over

Although I was goin on with my test, I still went out last wed n fri to help Kilmasis take some pictures for his music video story board which the music is based on some very nice Japanese music which I cant remember :P we’ve took pictures of me in a Chinese cemetery another few pictures of mine with the piano(how was it since I last touched a piano…I forgot)and Elizabeth looking at me on the stage at UCSI…n he was planning for more at Sunway hospital =_=|| but that was kinda funny experience :D

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Computer Under Construction
After Construction

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

New Computer :D

Yay!! I’ve finally got my new computer…but drawback, I cant pluck my old hard disk into my new com as according one very idiotic shopkeeper, the IDE hard disk will greatly tear down the com’s performance n speed and my even cause blue screen!!! So I hav to pay extra 60 bucks for an external case for my old IDE hard disk…wanna know y I called that shopkeeper “idiotic”? here’s the story…at first, I told the other fella to insert the IDE hard disk into my new com…that idiot jus sit n watch while his ppl tryin over n over to start my new com after inserting the hard disk…after a few more tries only then that maniatic idiot come n told us the performance drag shit!!! That really pisses me of…

When I was on my way home, Kilmasis called me to giv him a hand on his Story board stuff…when the moment I reach home, dumping all the com stuuf into my room, he’s at my gates! So there we go for photo session, leaving my com at home, unassembled as I planned coz my test is still goin on

Friday, August 18, 2006

My First Presentation XD XD

Today is the big day for our group…it’s our first ever presentation!!! After weeks of arguments, discussions, surveys, researches and much more unseen effort done by each group member of mine and of course, Kilmasis lend me a hand on the video clip in our presentation which I truthfully thank him here…I wonder how hard he has been working…the clip he made was beyond impressive XD…and here we are, our presentation day.

At first I was pretty worried ‘coz the presentation slides was totally a last minute work in…er…2 days time? I cant remember =.=|| anyway…main point, we have our contents and our research results ready BUT our report wasn’t ready, we don’t even have any slide ideas not even mention the script =_=|| and again, thanks to Kilmasis…he spend the whole nite giving me Q&As for all the detail I need for my slides...In the other hand, while I have to deal with the report, my part of slides, I still hav to watch out my other group mates as some of their slides r goin extremely boring…the best part was…we’re still making changes to our slide contents n scripts b4 we go on for our presentation!!!

Finally…it’s our turn…we hav to set up the projectors n speakers coz we’re using Meng’s laptop n the speakers are for the video clip. We took a bit of time fixing the projector. And then here comes the BIG moment…I, as the group leader introduced my group mates and Wai Chain, n Jia Meng started with all the game facts, reasearches, and game histories while another Jia Meng(we’ve got 2 Jia Meng(s) in our group XD) and I briefly introduced the heroes and gaming tactics.

Amazingly, when it was my turn to present, I wasn’t nervous as I thought I would…I guess it was the teaching experience that’s working :) Finally when hyperlinked the end slide to the clip which slightly surprised part of my classmates XD…and there goes the video. When the movie was goin on, I can see the amazement in my classmates so as the seniors outside the presentation room and some of students from other courses in another classroom. When the video ended there was a moment of total silence…and then there comes to loudest applause of the day!!! XD XD XD At that particular moment, I feel that every single effort was worth it :D

After the presentation session of the day was over, our English lecturer, Dr Roy insisted a photographing session with every students who did presentation that day. Later on the lecturer told us that she was totally impressed with our presentation and she’s getting interested with the game XD

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Refugee Images

The Panggung Bandayaya
I was dragged by Kilmasis to watch his performance at balai seni lukis…well, not particularly me actually…it was me, ling n eli…3 of us were there. Though this is the first time i’m watching kil’s performance so kinda dunno-wat’s-gonna-happen mood there. The performance was actually performed by a group of choir called “Canticle Singers” (hope my spelling was right) n kil is one of the members there. Though it’s jus kinda small theater, that place was half full…mayb it’s b’coz the perform time was at the middle of working hours…Surprisingly, b4 the performance started we were to sing the national anthem...this is kinda first time to me coz I tot that idea was jus only some say-no-do act of the government =_=||


The performance was excellent…it was a story of refugees from Vietnam trying to look for a new home. Though looking at the story intro outside the theater wasn’t so impressive…but when I watch the performance, I can feel the story…kinda touching…I truly enjoy it :D

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Current Theme XD

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Warcraft Sexy

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Zidane Headbutt

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Crazy Dog

jus watch wat this dog's doin to it's leg XD

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Wild wild Sarawak

welcome to the very "Peace" sarawak school =_=

Monday, June 19, 2006

Panda's Birthday

Today, its Panda’s birthday…Penguin, Polar and I were planning a surprise just for this day. Well…cutting off “wake up early in the morning” crap…coz I didn’t do so :P I waited for Panda and Penguin to reach Asia Jaya station while I’m doin homework at my faculty…not for long, class ended 5pm they reach there at 6.39pm…jus right enuf time for me to tackle one of my homework XD
After picking up the girls, I drive my way to Mid Valley (lao di fang :D) but actually, we’re jamming our way there…with these two girls enjoying the music in the car ^^
When we finally reached Mid Valley, and we let the birthday girl decide our meal and finally, Panda decides to eat at Kim Garry…again, the usual place for this small little famili members to celebrate birthday XD…then we waited Polar till 8pm and he turned up with Kok Keong which is a surprise to everyone XD . Until this point, Panda is still not aware of a surprise we’re planning for her. We chit chatted a while when we’re waiting for food and I found out that Panda is gonna go to study Chinese Culture at a private uni at Penang…I was surprise abt that news…this’ll mean we wont b able to meet as frequent as we used to…
After dinner, we decide to prepare our surprise…so we leave Panda to Polar and Penguin, Kok Keong and I went to buy cake and candles fro her surprise. My job was to buy the birthday cake but it was a very very tiring happy job ^^ coz I hav to carry the cake all my way to meet up with Kok Keong and Penguin…the best part is when I reach LG, they call n say they’re at 1st floor when I get to 1st floor, they tell me they’re at 2nd floor so I decided I wait them at the parking entrance. The candle buying wasn’t quite successful as they can find the appropriate size of candles but they managed to get some tiny ones. And Kien How joined our little surprise at the last minute…and it’s really last minute!!! The mall was closing that time!!!
We have no idea how long can Polar keep Panda unaware…so I drive as fast as our safety allowed as possible all the way to Panda’s house.
When we arrived at her house, we made our best speed to prepare the surprise. We lit candles around the playground opposite her house and then we set up the cake…when we’re almost done, I called Polar to drive her there immediately. When she finally came out from Polar’s car, she looks very touched of the scene full of candles(although some of them have already burnt off)…and I know, the rushing and planning was worth it J. We told her one candle gives her one wish and there are so many wishes there for her. She made her wish and blew the candles as we sing birthday songs in English, Chinese and Cantonese versions XD. Her family heard our very loud birthday song came out and joins the celebration.
Her family went back sleep a little while later and we stayed at the playground, chatting while waiting for the candles to burn off. It was a very pleasant and relaxing night~~~I personally enjoyed that so much ^^ when it almost mid nite, we took out the presents(A cup and an alarm clock) we’ve prepared for her and gave it to her. We waited for the alarm to sound at 11.55pm…yet another surprise for her…the alarm clock’s tune was happy birthday. After a short while of chatting, we decided to go home as my dad was very worry of me…before we left, she gave each of us a big, warm hug. I wished her good luck and drive my way home after sending Penguin and Kien How back to their homes safe and sound.
Well...here again, i wish San San a very happy birthday :D

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Real BAD day... +.+'

Having a real bad day…in the high way, which ever lane I drove in stuck up and best yet to be come when I’m parking my car outside my uni this morning…I drove into a manhole!!! My car ended up with the front left tire in the manhole and I go running around asking the guard who I stupidly think that they’ll help. Luckily I met two of my frens who eventually got three more ppl to help me lift the car so that I can reverse it. +_+ now I just hope this bad luck will jus go off real soon. And cheeeeeers for friendship XD

Monday, June 05, 2006

Just For Famili

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